I cried "corn beef" in a demonic voice in front of people I'd just met. If that tells you anything about me...
Other than that, the name is Nabilah Johari who goes by her days embarrassing friends with her shameless antics.
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PROFILE ►
I cried "corn beef" in a demonic voice in front of people I'd just met. If that tells you anything about me...
Other than that, the name is Nabilah Johari who goes by her days embarrassing friends with her shameless antics.
They tell me that I should stem my lesbian mode, they thought I did, I thought I did.
UNTIL Anis popped up flustering about a certain person. A certain Korean. A certain Korean living in Texas.
LESBIANS!!
I have suchsuchsuch a crush on Queerion a.k.a. Jay here. I have a thing for pretty girls playing boyish roles, complete with the haircut and gender ambiguous clothes. ♥ ♥ ♥
SO HELP ME I WILL CONSUMMATE MY LOVE FOR THIS PRETTY BOY slash GIRL WITHOUT SHAME OR RESERVATION.
Here I present you;
my latest obsession, Jay.
she's cuuuutttee. You won't believe me until I bring cold proof eyh? Fine, more videos. Not that I'm complaining :D
HAVE I? HAVE I CONVERTED YOUR SEXUAL PREFERENCE YET? Dammit, dammit. I've no one to squee with and can't trust strangers not to spoil me.
And I am not sure if it's me or something, everytime the video ends everything gets warm. And I shiver. Jay's broken my biological system and I love her for that fact. HAHAHA.
breathe. I need to breatheeee.
And just the other day I spammed my friend with Jay goodness. Her brain went overdrive with the implications. A girl who looks like a boy who loves a girl and possibly wants to be a boy? What is that? Gay het? I haven't been this genderfucked since --
Damn you, Jay, complicating my penchant for pithy catchphrases! From now on I'm calling her a straight lesbian.
Therefore people, Jay, in my eyes and my delusional mind, is the grace of god of pretty boys slash girls. FTW. What am I saying?
/PS I'm still straight. But Jay... mnnghh. jayjayjaaayyy ♥
and a rabid fangirl post would never be complete without the customary keymash.
;SLADGHASLD;SALGLADSGHKS KEYMASHKEYMASHKEYMASH JAY I LOVE YOUU. EEEEE
Currently I'm listening to Timbaland'sTime featuring She Wants Revenge, and AHMAGHAAAD it's amaazziinnngg!
For the first time I actually wanted to buy an original CD of some celebrity. Timbaland's SHOCK VALUE is now in my must-have list.
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For the past weeks a lot of things'd had happen and I didn't even bother blogging about it, therefore I am a bad blogger. Deprive me from Skinss-- WAIT NEVER MIND, DON'T YOU COME NEAR ME AND TAKE MITCH HEWER AWAY FROM ME!!
bythewayi'mreallysorrynisforignoringyou.
Speaking of Skins, it's gonna broadcast IN THREE DAYS! AL;FHDSLHDSG'D MAXXIETONYSIDCASSIEMAXXIEMAXXIEMAXXIE MITCH HEWER!!
Two days ago I've been extra cautious of what I've been eating and been carefully brushing my teeth in practiced number of cycles. Because on the 14th, I have some orthopathy appointment. Yes, as in I'm getting my teeth wired. YES, BRACES. HAHAHAHA I remember those good times when Rabz(Ruby) and I prefer nerds with asthmatic problems, thick braces, pens aligned in pockets, with too short pants over HOT men. Oh rawr, how naive we were.
By this I won't be in for any my classes, I hope think. 'll be leaving after my PS.
This morning Maths tuition went fine, with Rabz changing her tuition dates Razan comes into the scene. But that's not important.
What's important that I want to tell is that the Study in UK exhibition was a borefest. Once you step right in, there were just a few booths here and there. What caught my eye was University of East Anglia, Norwich. Because the banners had the nicest shade of blue-green. And AANND that on one of the banners it said, voted to be one of the coolest places to be a student. Plus it mentioned about being top... something... shopping places.
As usual I had a panic attack, my mind bloated then I could feel my IQ depleting by the second and shrivels to dust. But hey my panic was well covered by staring at the three hot and cute guys. HAHAHA. I met Dzar, Izni and Juzai after that; then met Ram, Wani and Fif. Esehmen, pakai lipstickkhh ya si Fifah ah~
I got home feeling pissed at myself and so fed up, I think Zimah knows why. Whence dwelved in deep pensive thoughts of negativity and pessisimism as well as self loathing(yes, I was being emo. HAHAHAHAH eh, emos aren't spose to laugh. sob sob), I watched the thick white clouds rolling past each other until...
UNTIL... I saw this thing. It was small in any bird's size but smaller than an eagle. I figure that it was a kite however it looked a bit metallic and it flew against the current. Well blimey! Do tell me that I'm seeing an illusion of my emo-istic mind or was that really a UFO. I recorded the details with... my voice. The clips are in my phone and when I listened to them, I heard weird noises in the clip. Like knockings, taps... itsweird to think that your own room which you occupy almost 24-7 isn'yt occupied by yourself only.
ANNYYWAAYYY...
I HAVE TO THANK NISA FROM MS! I MUSTT! I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER! HAGAGAGGAGA SHE SENT ME A LINK TO SKINS' SERIES 2 EPISODE 1 IN YT! OMGEEE Hint hint : A fragile psychologically impaired Tony jumps to fresh hot sweat from dancing for Tony with flexing muscles Maxxie IN FRIGHT. That was the first time I've ever felt my soul trying to physically claw its way out of my body. And I took screencaps! But I'm not sharing! HUAHUAUAHUAHA!!
/PS
I LOVE NISA FROM MS. I have not the slightest idea what your full name is so I can make a better thank you, but since I'm too shy to ask you online I refrained.
GAH GAH GUH. Blondie had lost my MPR paper, and told me to re-write another one which I refuse. But I don't have the guts to tell her off in the face, because she has the rights to kick me out her class and make me burn baby burn under the scorching Brunei sun.
On another note, it's odd - today. I've been seeing my idols naked which is totally not weird once you're part of the fandom with naked women which is weird because this is Johnny Entertainment I tell you. The artists are never to be seen "heterosexual". There's always staright out homosexuality, or innuendos. But ghad, YAMAPI with that pretty model all wet and buttnaked in a shower IS WEIRD.
It's weird enough that he's stiff but KimuTaku whom or what I have no idea of had a photoshoot of awkward naked (toot) shots. Us JE fans should thank An-An magazine. *salutes*
when you care enough to embed the very best videos
Tuesday, December 18, 2007 11:50 AM
Hahaha, okay, this video has been making me laugh all day(I'm not sure out of pure agony of my eardrums or in agony of happiness), and finally I couldn't take it anymore and had to share. So, without further ado, here's Latvian-born Russian pop singerstar singer Vitas.
Yes, you heard me. Russian. And a pop star. And omg he made me whimper looking at him smirk and that soulful screeching. No I swear this'll be worth your time. IT WILL BE.
Oh. Just so you're ready, this video includes :
-- A random fire thoughtfully lfet burning to warm passerby. I -- I'm sure these are quite common in Russia.
-- Many, many fish in jars. If you like fish in jars, this video is seriously your dream come true.
-- Naked accordian playing. YES, NAKED ACCORDIAN PLAYING (yet it's worksafe, although your co-workers might be very confused)
-- An amphibious man who probably has superpowers and is also alienated from society, I guess. Therefore, he gets no action.
-- Soulful, high pitched wailing. Which will burst your brain. Or heart. Or something. Just like me.
-- Phonebooth hijinks.
-- MIstaken identity.
-- Bewildering bathroom angst.
-- Post-apocalyptic fashion. Oh waiiiiit, maybe the guy is a MUTANT. Okay that makes more sense.
-- Stuff blowing up. Yet at the same time, not ENOUGH stuff blowing up. But wait, there is no such as ENOUGH stuff blowing up. We're Americanised! SPEAK AMERICAN!
Hm if that video had been an AMERICAN video, way more stuff would have blown up. Yes, who KNOWS what these crazy gilled foreigners are saying?! They're plotting against us, I JUST KNOW IT.
So that ladies and gents, is Vitas the Russian man I love even if he makes me deaf. I'll still love him.
I just knew him yesterday and I love him and I want to bear babies with him.
So if you diss about Vitas' superpower, I cannot believe you would criticise the science in a Vitas video. I mean, this is Vitas we're talking about here! Diss about it, and prepare to have your windows busted.
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Oh, Vitas, you crazy Latvian bastard. I love you! You know I want to be a member of your all-girl orchestra and chair-dancing ensemble.
He likes to make me cry with his wailings. Above is the concert video and the first video is MV.
*whimpers*
I coudln't decide between MYSTIFYING STORY VIDEO and EQUALLY MYSTIFYING CONCERT VIDEO. Who could decide? It's a toss up!
One thing I have to say about that concert: MORE JUMPING WAS SORELY NEEDED. But--but--hooded orchestra! Writhing seated dancers! WHYYYY. I mean, he has the most creepy accompaniment ever.
You really have to get Tima to tell us what that song is about. Even though he will laugh at us with his Russian scorn. I must know what Vitas is on about, OR PERISH OF WONDERING.
But hey folks, that's not the only video.
This is the culprit. That made me fall head over heels for him. His smirks. His pompous facial expressions. And the two blonde violinists with pretty green eyes. TAKE ME NOW VITAS.
So here I am listening to Vitas songs, shivering in excitement and adrenaline listening to his SWEET AWESOMESAUCE VOICE! *_________* TAKE ME. TAKE ME NOW VITAS.
Listening to him brings me close to heaven. SING MORE VITAS!!
For now, I shall leave to die. Vitas I love you. Listens to Lucia Di Lammermoorr and Opera #2 on repeat. By the way, if you guys are hooked to his awesome voice leave a comment or PM me if you want the songs. I can like, upload it somewhere and give you the *shiney*.
On a further note, I HAVE to thank Zati for introducing me to him. I think I've mentioned this before. Oh well, shows how much I love this gal. THANK YOU ZATIII!! *screams like a deranged hormonal woman in labour*
WE NEED TO SPREAD VITAS EVERYWHERE! BECAUSE HE'S TOO AWESOME TO PASS! JOIN US SO WE CAN FORM AN ARMY OF VITAS FANS TO CONQUER THE WORLD WITH HIS LATVIAN-BORN RUSSIAN WORLD EXPLODING SCREECHING!
I'd want to say that I'm pathetic, but that's besides the point here.
There are many things I want to tell you blodders. No, blodders doesn't mean "blog readers" because the term might offend the prudes who'd think that blodders could mean a chunk load of swear word chopped and glued together as one whole lame cuss which reminds of a cow's udder.
But that's besides that point either.
The pokok of this entry is...
Or even,
Those three macros were wayyy overdue. In two previous posts I told myself that I would post them up, but laziness got the better of me. T__T
So yeah.
I kept saying that MD's guitar performance will suck, but he was there. WITH a guitar in his hands. WITH his own fingers strumming the strings. And good god, I would flail my arms making incomprehensible high-pitched noise of someone witnessing the divine essence of HOT, upon staring the sheer pelvic thrusts, flexing taut muscles as they strummed.
*__________*
*fans self*
And and, the FANBOYS! Who could forget the fanboys bellowing "C!!" which caused me to jerk up roaring "FANBOYS UNITE!! HOO-HAAAAAH!!"!
If I did not stupidly left the battery but brought my 8.1 megapixel camera only, I may have taken the screencaps frame-by-frame, as to best capture the oblique orgasmed expressions of every guitarists, especially him. And the hard pelvic thrusts. And the wet lips. And the constant stolen glances and ambiguous sly smile of interaction between him and this other awesome guitarist whose name I will not mention but I would tell if you asked.
What? I'm just sayin'.
Other things that made me not regret going for the perf :
- the "8 people in a band" orgy.
- the total and questioning buttsecks. BETWEEN TWO GUITARISTS.
- (...although the perf was completely not up to my expectation yet again) this one performance by a group of supposedly MD-ians whom I swear I've never seen before in my life. They own asses!
- A-and there were man --, I mean GUITAR grappling. *___* Who can resist not watching it?
Oh and since today is the last day of school some of us GDLs went out to the Mall. The guys went before us girls, because we had to wait up for this one particular person for an hour.
But all's good. Instead of watching a movie, we wasted time in the arcade, eating, watching Naruto, stuffs.
BACK TO THE STORY. Guitar performance was some awesome brain bursting mind flailing experience. Well for me that is.
Randomly, FANBOYS UNITE!! HOO-HAAAAAAAAH!! and bandorgies are nice.
Right now I would love to post a hate entry about Sociology, but no. 'Cause people love the damn subject, and will write flames to me about their beloved subject.
So no, no hate entries anymore. I've learnt my lesson to keep it as drafts or keep it password-protectd but since this is Blogger and not wordpress password-protected entries doesn't exist here not post any hate entries. Damn those times. Damn it and throw all the sorrowful memories down to the deep abyss of hell.
So, an update about DBSK. Skip down if you're not interested in knowing about the fandom.
*_______* AnyCall CF was uber awesommme! I -- I swear that godsent CF could make us fangirls go high for weeks!
So you don't need your ovaries right?
I MEAN, IT'S OKAY IF THEY EXPLODE.
It was that good, I swear! Scout's honour!
TPL (Talk, Play, Love) was -- I am too speechless to describe how much the awesomeness mixed with the hotness that is Junsu heavily dripped in every second possible! OH. MY. GOD. Koreans are just, just -- they're geniuses behind their masks of cute cat-like eyes of nerdiness!
BoA was hot in there, Jin Bora was cute but Tablo... TABLO'S VOICE SCREAMS OHMYEFFINGGODIAMTEHSEXGOD!! His voice compliments a lot with Junsu's. And I cried watching it. Over, and over again. I love it that much.
I am listening to TPL on repeat for the past 5 hours, and I am still marvelling the A;LDKSJFLGH-esque quality of it! Oh god, it gives me chills listening to it. CHILLS!!
Junsu you are teh secks.
END OF FANGIRLING.
I had Sociology paper 1 this afternoon, and I came to school.
Try debating against me that I am not a very very daft person. Try, and I'll win the case because I am daft. *headdesk*
I mean I could've gotten more time to study at home, that way I could work up my way to collect more factual knowledge that what my already-flattened brain contains. I've wasted and threw away my chance to study during PS, EAS and Socio - and which the two classes were either cancelled or the teacher's off to invigilate - and barely read anything.
Oh and mom accused me for not entering the AS. God that really hurts. It stings so much that I won't to engrave a spear through me instead of this feeling of mistrust. Ouch, woman. You're my mooooooomm for god's sake! My MOM.
Random note to self : Practise on the card flinging throwing act thing. You totally suck at it. Get 'sin to re-teach you or sump'n.
I'm not getting comments on this because I know this entry oozes lame boring from any angle. So I thought up something.
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Comment or I'll send this guy over your place and eat your nose.
A few entries back I mentioned that I could not for the 19th. And on that specific date something big, to me, will happen. Well right now, bless those active fangirls' cotton socks, I thank god that the Tohoshinki's Japanese single Ride On is been "released".
I know I'm not supposed to freak out.
I know I shouldn't scare you readers with my rabid fangirliness.
I know that I'm blogging about this after my sungkai.
And I am sure that I will not hurt anyone's bodypart in any way.
But to heck with it. I'm happy, no. I AM EXTREMELY HIGH IN THE SKIES RIGHT NOW. Ride On has been released and I knew about it just a minute before the baduk was gong'ed and I know I shouldn't have eat like a pig and choke on my food on the way to my room to blog about this.
Fuck. I mean... really. F-U-C-K.
And I will not shed a tear of overjoy. *quickly wipes away tears*
Before I want to hear how you think about it, admit it to me that it sounds H-O-T hot. It does doesn't it? No? Well, boo you.
Romanized lyrics by Jaejin @ dbsg.lj
Ah ah ah get up. Take a ride? Ah take a ride? Listen you door wo akete jiyuu ni naru gaki wo sashikonde yeah right now kakaru ignition mou ikitsukumadewa orirarenai yeah
oh feel me? give me your more beat. (um umm) atsui mamani so we gotta bounce alright (we gotta bounce alright) girl, squeeze me kono karada ni oshiyoseru in your love oh baby
oh wow wow hey you drive me crazy tonight ima hashirinukeruyo baby alright? (baby alright)
oh wow wow
uh baby you're cruising with me, soshite get in zone
kanjiatte (you're cruising) with me
oh wow wow
good girl (good girl) dokomadedemo kimi wo noseteiku dakara motto yeah
oh no jirasanaide I wanna let you say "want you"
hatenaki daydream yeah
oh feel me? give me your more beat. (oh I know that you feel me)
ijigen (? kanji pixelart xD)he to so we gotta bounce alright (we gotta bounce alright)
sore ijou to my love
Oh wow wow
hey you drive me crazy tonight (drive me crazy tonight)
mada tsuzuku yume nara (baby alright)
oh wow wow
uh baby you're cruising with me kokode get in zone
tokeruyou ni (you're cruising) with me (oh wow wow)
hey you drive me crazy tonight (yeah)
imahashirinukeruyo baby alright? (baby alright)
oh wow wow
uh baby you're cruising with me (cruising with me) Soshite get in zone
kanjiatte (you're cruising) with me
oh wow wow
yeah come on baby
I wanna get in a zone alright
feel me wow wow
hey you drive me crazy tonight
mada tsuzuku yume nara baby alright? (baby alright)
oh wow wow
uh baby you're cruising with me (cruising with me) kokode get in zone
tokeruyou ni (you're cruising) with me (oh wow wow)
hey you drive me crazy tonight
imahashirinukeruyo baby alright? (baby alright)
oh wow wow
uh baby you're cruising with me. Soshite get in zone
kanjiatte (you're cruising) with me
oh wow wow
oh feel me? (give me your more beat baby)
my my girl, squeeze me I wanna get in a zone alright
girl, squeeze me baby amazing sweet
my my girl, squeeze me get in zone alright
oh wow wow
Oh my. Seeing the lyrics totally gives the once-innocent boys as very very naughty sexy and Justin Timberlake-ish. Listening and trying to sing along with the boys is enough to make me sweat profusely already.
These boys rock my world. Really. Those lyrics is... just... *dies* "squeeze me" and "feel me" are hoooottt. I love the 'MMM' part~
From now on I am a very very happy person. Really.
Until I get okay from all this hotness and sexiness the boys are giving me, don't prankcall 991. :))
Everytime I listen to any Gackt's song, I feel so moved despite the fact I don't really understand a single Japanese word.
His voice is just enough for me break in tears. A waterfall of tears cascading down my face shamelessly.
Gackt deserves to be called the King of JRock. His songs, his voice and the lyrics to the songs he wrote are enough to send my soul to be in a whirlpool of emotions and drown in the situation. That way I feel most relaxed.
Currently I'm listening to one of his many good singles, Secret Garden, and I resisted my eyes from letting tears fall. Oh god, his voice sends involuntary shivers down my spine.
Right now I wanted to express my love towards Gackt and his Jrock music, but since I need to keep things at the very least decent if not professional I write this with all my emotions imprinted with it. Every single syllable written down here are all my emotions, feelings and thoughts. Though 'tis hard I need to practice to keep myself intact from going berserk thus scaring away you readers.
O-ho. Some of you might think As if another fangirl can scare me away. Well maybe yes I couldn't but there are times when I get a bit too hyper to the point where this girl I was chatting with practically ran away from her laptop-- well okay not her laptop but her cousins since at first I was chatting with her cousin before her - and my friend(the cousin) told me that I scared her away and I was the first fangirl to ever scare the bloody wits out of her.
(Y) Ain't that cool?
Hahaha. I know that's not something to be proud of but really, it's better than nothing no?
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HAHAHAHHAHAHA I saw this post from an LJ comm and I'd have to ask myself whether Japanese are crazy when it comes to fandom! 'cause I mean really, if you saw A HOT AND FAMOUS celebrity walking down the pathway of a public market what would you do?
Well my answer would most probably be harrassing coming up to him and do whatever my cracked brain might think of at the very moment.
Here is Pi a.k.a Yamashita Tomohisa~ The second love of my life! HAHAHAHHA exaggerating much?
And check that bod, man. It's what every girl would die for touching it.
>_____<>
Anyway don't you think it's rather odd that the people didn't seem to care that a hot, talented, delish, famous actor/singer is starkly in front of them and didn't react as any fangirl would do? Don't you think that's just crazy! HAHA!
Imagine this : Your mom asked you if you'd accompany her going to the market but you declined, saying that the market is stinky. Then after she came back you asked, "So was there anything good in the market today?" She answered, "Oh nothing much, just this." And she took out her phone and showed you a picture of Yamapi in a singlet!!
LOL. I would die regretting I didn't go with her! >__________________________<
Today wasn't much. All I can remember doing before and during the morning registration was doing my Maths homework. Oh ah! There's this guy who rreeaalllyy looks like Kusano who passed by me.
He glanced at me and I could see that his mouth was twitching into a smile. I wonder why. Maybe I had something on my face? Gah. Whatever. I liked his eyes though. Killer eyes. Not really. But his resemblance to Kusano is rather uncanny. The realisation almost killed me! But then his hair is waayyy off-ish. As in the lookalike's hair is... um, freaky? No no. As in... You know those freaky psychotic assassins? Yup, something like that. I used to like him since he had same features as Kusano. But then ever since that morning he just creeps me out. Sure, their smile, eyes, nose are the same. Even the alignment of their beauty marks under their eyes are practically the same. Which sorta freaked me out more.
But hey, anyway. Did Maths. Went to Maths class. Did some work. Maths classmate asked for tissue. HAHAHA That was cute~ Hmph. I don't know by what reason I thought that asking for tissue was cute but my way of thinking is just... different.
Then ELit. Sobs. Mr Peter Holland isn't gonna teach us anymore! More sobs. Dammit! Now we have Miss Yong. She's okay. Her pronounciation is not okay if she's an English teacher teaching English. She even pronounced "cliches" as "cleesh". =.= If she were to be my English teacher during primary school, I'd be doomed. No no. That came out wrong. My English would be doomed.
Break. At first I was standing around like an idiot, waiting for nothing in particular. Then being stupid around Anis, Muai, Fai and Qilah. Talking about our inside jokes. Then went for EAS class.
EAS. Zaf's & Sally's debate was due today. And the judges that time were Khalid, Zimah, Sufi, Carrie and.... me. Sufi kept on pointing at me, choosing me to be one of the judges. But I didn't wanna! >.<> Bleh. So the debate started off with Jeremy's speech of an "insightful introduction" and for some reason he begins to be in my list. He gets on my nerves at times.
And turns out that Huda was the best speaker yet again. But the prop team won. Oh and Zaf's intense stare at Sally was really disturbing. It sent shivers down my spine. She can be creepy when she least intend to. That's what I admire about her most.
Socio. Twas another episode of boring-ness and drowsiness in class. I was struggling to keep my eyes as open as possible, if not as wide. Then the teacher reminded us of the test tomorrow! >.< Oh God, spare me! Just spare me!! I don't wanna take up the test! It's so boring!
Then after class, I walked down the pathway and I felt... somewhat relaxed. For some reason. Then went in front of the library, putdown my bag and files, stood around yet again like an idiot. It was drizzly. The school was in peace and quiet.
Lunch. HAH! During that time I was in a total blur. I even forgot it was even lunch. SO I ran to the stall and hoped for a salmon roll! But as I can see it, fate reeeaaallyyy hates me. You know that saying :
Good things come to people who wait
Well apparently I've waited long enough and I'm pissed 'cause I haven't gotten a single salmon rool for two weeks!! Sobs. Pathetic, I know. Shut up.
PS. I spent it in the library surfing the net. Checking the frequent LJ comms. The stuff.
Then around 2 Zati came in and we waited for an hour. Her, drawing and me, typing. Yeah, not so productive. Well in my case it's not very productive.
*
Then around 2.30 this guy named Ka...something. I can't recall his name. Yeah, him. He was the guy who stood beside me during the PUTERA marchpass and we only glanced at each other once.
Seeing him that time was something I didn't expect. He came in with his friend and he looked at me and smiled. Of course in favour not to embarass Zati, inwardly I awwww-ed. His smile is sooo sweet! >/////<
We both knew that we never talked to each other but seeing him so amiable and approachable is just... is just...
HAA~ Oh no! My face feels warm right now! *slaps self* I can't be this way! But... but... his smile... The lively twinkle in his eyes when he smiled! UWAAAA~!! >/////////////<
Then I quickly looked down because I didn't know why. Then calmed myself down. And I think Zati was looking at me weirdly since I had this goofy grin on my face while I was typing. And yeah. HAA!!
And then and then... he went back in minutes later alone and Zati and I were about to leave for the piano concert thing. Zati was packing up and I was left waiting for her. I was still at the huge desk and we looked at each other again.
One thing I'm definitely sure was that nobody was behind me. FOR SURE. NO ONE. AT ALL. But the Ka...something guy looked onto my general direction and smiled at me more broadly then before. I wasn't sure if that smile was meant for someone else so I had this blur, bangang face while looking at him.
Even as he went to the guys' section he still kept on looking at me with that grin. I was like Is he seriously looking at me? Or are these contacts faulting my eyesight... again.
I chose to smile back at him. And OMFASDFGHJKLZXCV GOD!! He waved at me!! HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That... has got to be one of the cutest things I've ever witnessed!
So lemme think back at what he did :
- He turned his face to me
- He beamed
- He waved as I smiled back
- And he's just plkjhgfdsah cute when he grinned
Phew~ Being so excited like this seems to be so new to me. I haven't done this for a long while. I kinda miss it. And I just have to thank him for making me feel so excited again.
*
Then we watched the piano con and it was..rather...okay. Much better than the guitar perf.
Arif was waaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy good playing the keyboard. Way way waayyy good. Especially when he played LP's What I've Done. Very nice. (Y)
There were four players and they played repititively. But still Arif's perf was the best. He's daammnnn good! And he sings good too. Although I'm not sure since the keyboard overlapped his voice.
I was sniffing and sniffling the whole time during the perf and the room was sinfully cold. Couldn't stand it but had to stay. Cause don't wanna miss anything. Then around 3.50 it ended.
Sa'aadah was still there with the others. They just came from the Mall Cineplex, watching Harry Potter. Damn them. I wanna watch that!
So yeah. That's all I can remember. Oh oh! I was hungry that time too that I ate two packets of Mee Asam Laksa and finished it within 4 minutes. I am soooo good. HAH!
Gah. It's 12.26 AM right now so gotta go. BYE! I can't wait to see the Ka..something guy again!
Haaaaaaaaa!! Oh my GOD!! It's been a long time I haven't fangirled like this since..since...MY 17TH BIRTHDAY!!! HEEEEE!!! I NEED someone to fangirl with!! ZATIII!!!!! Where are you when I need you the most!! Ha! HA! HAAAA!!!! *hyperventilates* KYAAAA~!!!!!!!!
A clear insight of the video.
Guys in RED are members of Ya-Ya-Yah.
Guys in WHITE are members of NewS.
The kid in RED is Hikaru.
The guy in WHITE who put his hand on the back of Hikaru is Yamapi whom I adore so much to the most bottom of the bottom of my heart but then I love Shoon more!
And then there's a guy at the end of the song, whom I also fawn over is named Kusano Hironori. I love him~
And then and then there's Yabu - the one who stands at the left of Hikaru and Yamapi!! He's grown to be fine fine fine young man. Then there's Massu. GAH. I need to stop fangirling!!!
HIKARU!! YAMAPI!!!
This is "Summary" perf done in Shounen Club and there's NewS and Ya-Ya-Yah~!! And and the reason why I'm fangirling and hyperventilating and squeezing the life out of my blue pillow is well... JUST WATCH 1:33 and THERE you can see some YamapixHikaru lovin~ HUAA!!! *slaps self* GEGEGEGEGEGEGGE!!! SLAPPING! SELF! DOES! NOT! WORK...ANYMORE!! OH NOOOO!!! *keeps on playing the same scene for thr millionth time* HEEEEEEEE!!!!
Yamapiiiiiii~!! You're Hikaru's sempai! Don't touch him and gaze at him longingly like that!! He's too young! You just wait till he's 19!! He'll be more HOT!! And yeah, HOT!! HUAAAA!!! HIIIKAARUUU!! You looked back at him with..with..those shy eyes!! HEEEE!!!!
And and then you looked at him and he looked at you!! OH MY GOD!! What the hell do you people have in secret?!! A secret relationship or something??? NOOOOOO!!! I mean, YAAYYY!! But no, you're too young!! HAA!!! I'm talking crap again!!! I must stop fangirling and waste the blog with my fangirliness!!
[NOTE : NOT FOR THE SQUEAMISH, AS THE VIDEO ABOVE CONTAINS IMPLICIT SAME GENDER HINTED FLIRTS. AND ONLY FOR THOSE WHO ENJOY SHOUNENAI AND YAOI. AND BASICALLY FOR THOSE WHO LOVES/KNOWS YA-YA-YAH AND NEWS.] Thankyou. OH OH OH!! HAAAA!! One more video!! There's SHOON in it! As you Ya-Ya-Yah fans who might be reading this, you know you hardly see our beloved Shoon being all high, on crack or just plain hyper. I know this video you've seen but hey I just love it and I adore Shoon. You can say that I'm practically heads over heels in love with him.
HAAAAA~ Today's dream was weiiirrddd. I was dreaming of the guys in NewS!
I was restless from 2 till 6, but I still slept. Just a bit restless. Then after 6 I woke up to check if my laptop was still on and the ProDai ep 4 (yes I know it'sad that I'm left behind. It's already come to the 10th episode and I'm still dowloading the fourth.) was still downloading in BitComet. And the internet was still slow. *headdesk*
I went back to sleep, feeling more restless than I was before. Then I dreamt of NewS.
It started off when I was IMing someone. And then I looked up to see that I was at the outdoors. As always in my dreams, it was dark. Dark as in the day just broke. Everything looks gray and dull. I found myself sitting on lush green grass of some unknown (most likely a chinese's house) and there were three dogs. Wait no, they were some sort of a weird mutation between a tiger and a dog but the three "dogs" were... HUUUGGEEE. Bigger than a me. And..taller too.
HAHAHAHA shiiiitt. I swear I almost screamed in my dream. Standing up slowly and I tiptoed away from the tigers slash dogs. And I was right. It was definitely chinese-owned. Cause you know... I saw those huge oriental pots between the pathway. And and...one of the togers slash dogs were following me. I freaked out. And and... it didn't attack. Instead it waited in front of the huge mahogany door which I was facing.
Someone opened the door and looked at the tiger, ignoring my presence behind the tiger slash dog and let it in the house. So I thought that it was their pet or whatever. I let mysekf in too since the woman looked a t me. Gah whatever.
They tiger slash dog was gone somewhere. I went to the kitchen and saw my mom... in pink. Bright ugly pink. *blanches* She was...preparing something. Or baking, I don't remember. And and then the back door was open and I saw Keii Koyama and Kato Shigeaki. And I'm like WTF???!!! o.0
HAHHAHAHA naah, since it was a dream I always don't react at all. HAHAHAHAHA!! Koyama saw me and he took a small step into the house whilst leaning against the doorframe.
For some reason... the whole scene went blurry and I went to this..place. A dark room only lowly lit by a single lighting bulb that was hung low. Or was it somewhere else. I think I was in a studio. And the guys in NewS were sitting around an oval table.
Yamapi; leaning on his seat. Keii; opposite to me; Me, in front of Koyama; Shige, beside Koyama; Ryo, standing around looking at everyone with a hard stare.
They knew I was there. Not sure how but they knew, Hey it's my dream I should know.
I was about to ask where Massu and Tesshi were but Ryo answered before I finished. "They're in Taiwan for the Golden Award."
I noticed that Keii had been staring at me for a long while. Yamapi was striking a conversation with me. And we talked excitedly. The topic? I... don't remember. *headdesk*
Shige was half-glaring half-staring at me as his eyes kept on darting from Koyama to me and back to Koyama. I was still clueless that time but I now know why. HAAAAAAA I just love how my mind works! I'm just gonna leave there! Cause if I continue I'd be talking more crap than I usually do in this blog!
BYW did I mention that I want the SUMMARY of Johnny's World 2004 DVD??
Yes I want it. Anyway I could buy it online? And where? TT.TT
Please help a famgirl in distress. Spread the love!
Ahhhh mouuu~ Today was slightly different than any other days during the holidays because....
Jeewenttotownandhung(?)outat myplace~
(well we were suppose to be going out with some people, but we failed to find any.)
But things didn't worked out as planned. Instead of going out, Jee and I were stuck in my house from 10.30 AM till 12.13 PM. We took a couple of bad pictures using the mini tripod for the Sony T-100 and we posed badly. After that Jee went because she and her fourth brother had to visit their grandad who lives in Kampong Limau Manis as they haven't really seen him for a long long while since they moved. Jee and her bro were suppose to eat lunch there but didn't.
She told me that she last-minutely remembered that her other brother had a gathering. So they rushed off to KB. Ah well. I was very much looking forward to hang out with her. Fate seems to not like me these days.
First it was the fucken slow internet, the always-cut-off Canon Rock transferring, the gastric pains, the SLLOOWWWW internet, lost camera USB cable, shortage of money, Socio homework, boring holiday...and etc.
Siiigh. But today made a difference to what I've endured in the dull 8 days. For the first time in five or more days the internet was behaving! YE GADS! I wonder what happened in the afternoon. Or whatever it was that I've fixed.
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I'm a JE fangirl. A noob. But I'm mostly into KAT-TUN and NewS recently. But that almost changed.
I knew that JE had a SUMMARY concert. But I was only interested in their backstage. And today, I've finally watched most of the SUMMARY concert 2004. The concert was OUTSTANDING!!
Seeing the synchronisation, choreography, acting and the men suspended in air by strings, was breathtaking. I absolutely loved the synchronisation. The effort you could feel emitted by the JE boys performing made me proud to be a JE fan. But, hah, thank god Arashi wasn't in the performance. These guys are hot but hopeless when it comes to dancing, thus synchronisation would a little off if they were in it.
But too bad Kanjani 8 wasn't there. But then if they were, Ryo and Uchi would be facing up to a whole lot of struugle since NewS is also performing. Siiigh.
HAH!! WTH am I doing? It's like I'm reviewing the whole thing! Tsk tsk tsk.
Point is I just couldn't stop squealing whenever there's a screenshot of Massu~ HAHAHAHAHHA I've replaying the part where you see Massu even the ones you barely see him in there but I'm his fan I should know.
Ah ah... ABC rocked too. No wonder they're called "Acrobatic Boys...something." Their acrobats were WHOA!!! THEY FUCKEN ROCKED!! THEY SOO FUCKEN ROCKED!!! HEEEEE!! A 720 degrees backflips is just.... is just... impossible!
Oh oh!! The stage were also spitting out water! Water around the round stage which is filled with hot sweaty men and boys. HAAAAA I hate Johnny for his ways for making us fangirls go pedo over these young innocent talented boys!!
Fuuuh~ I love I love I loooovveee~ Too bad it's not subbed.
KRISSY I KNOW YOU'RE OUT THERE!! GIVE ME YOUR MONEY SO I COULD BUY THE SUMMARY OF JOHNNY'S WORLD 2004 DVD!!!
YOU WERE THE ONE NAGGED ME TO WATCH IT! Now that I've watched it and you got me hooked, either you give me money or lend me your DVD so I could rip the perf. Yeah? Well you don't even know about this blog. Bleh.
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