To: nxxxxxxxxxxo

You're kind of an ass. Don't ever change!

DEAR ANONYMOUS:

My love for you is so deep I can only express it in freeverse poetry.

I

Can't understand how

Awesome you are—

No, not only awesome

But

Excellent!

No!

Indescribably amazing, that's what you are!

No

Joke.

And I'd just like to say--

To

Orgasms

Often, my love.

♥

c a l l m e y o u;

sexy beast.

s I n CERly,

~Nacchho~

So I started on my pursuit of happiness! (queue BG music - 'I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know everything that shines ain't always gonna be gold~') It's been going on for a couple of months but I'm getting there.

AND NOW I'M ALL 'TAKE CHANCES' AND 'LET'S HUMOUR OURSELVES AND COUNT THE STEPS TO SEE HOW HUGE TIME SQUARE IS'. And of course, by ourselves, I meant company and myself. Psssh! Gone are the standalone days.

On life, I was lectured a coupla days ago:

"There's more to life than winning trophies and studying for exams -- those things don't last forever. If you're happy with what you've got in the end, the ways and means mean absolutely nothing, hon."

A few hours later, I thought that her statement about happiness in the end is absolute bullshit. Flowery, Oscar Wilde-worthy bullshit. It's easy to say that the middle means nothing if you're enjoying yourself as it occurs, laughing as the present unfolds. If you're enjoying yourself in the present, surely you're going to be happier in the future than if the situation were reversed. That's just logic.

And as far as I can see, everyone seems to be enjoying themselves. I know that I am not supposed to believe everything I see, but as someone who's trying to master the art of capturing what is seen, well, I hope that seeing is believing. Somewhat.