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I cried "corn beef" in a demonic voice in front of people I'd just met. If that tells you anything about me...
Other than that, the name is Nabilah Johari who goes by her days embarrassing friends with her shameless antics.
Hey, what does this reset butto


Things really aren't looking up for me. The A/C in my room is busted. I've had too much snacks and chocolates today. My cravings in ungodly hours is just ... odd. That time of the month is coming soon maybe, but I don't want that. Because inda tia siuk masa start puasa!

Usually awal puasa I can't wait to puasa! And ... kalau inda dapat inda tia siuk! Iiiisshhh. Mood swings mood swings kenapa kamu mesti hadir pada masa ini. See Fakhri I so can still talk Bahasa Melayu.

Yiish. Internet lagi crap. If only it's a person I would strangle the living daylights out of him/her, sebab kan downloading lagu dari tadi inda tah pandai menjadi. And annoyingly enough I've been trying to download the same one song since yesterday, tapi since internet has a blood grudge on me yatah it keeps on cutting off the download. Heesh membari sasak. And eating chocolates aren't helping to calm my nerves down.

on another note, you know what if i even accepted their offer it would be hella cool releasing stress that way. it's been far too long my fists haven't tasted pain. dementeeed woooo.

hesh, bida yaw this post. It's so... unorganised and un-neat and so.. typical orang brunei. how many times or how many chances are you willing to take just to prove yourself wrong. membari sakit ati kali aaa. eeee poklenzzz.

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haaaaaaaaaah i almost forgot I have my last paper tomorrow! Bisaiiii bisai. Awal lagi tu yaw.

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F U CN RD THS U CNT SPL WRTH A DM!


God must love stupid people, he made so many. You and I included.

Guilt has his way of furtively pulling the string under Senses to the dark abyss allowing the vicinity clear for the rashness of Incitement. Let's burn the only bridge tonight.

Oh dear Incitement, take it away, do what you gotta do to get Guilt off my back, my chest. Stop hovering your towering shadows over me.

Te audire no possum. Musa sapientum fixa est in aure.

As if wanting is enough to make it happen, Wicked Little High. As if it is. If only it is but wishing ... as you've said before is just as slippery as morning shower's soap. Thin white shirt sticking to your back like a second skin, your sweat glistened skin - when you don't know it's not wrong to be dubbed the biggest idiot ever.


weeeek [taken from someone's LJ but will change once I remember]
monday; it’s vital not to stumble on the first day
tuesday; you are frustrated that you couldn’t understand what they are trying to say
wednesday; you pretend that the world isn’t going crazy; that you have your life under control
thursday; the song is left unfinished
friday; he smiles at you and you couldn’t help but think, he’s a rapist
saturday; coincidental meetings are bittersweet
sunday; and this is the day when you realize that your neighbour is the guy you have been waiting for the whole week


Credibility and faith I want to like it's almost a need. It's a Sunday and you're not here, that was a bad joke. So be it. I looked out the window one day seeing the world I had lived in from the day I was born and when I looked back at you

your mother used to say; you have the whole world in your little hands
she had said that so that you would stop pestering her
your mother used to say; don’t run too far or you might get hurt
speed and injuries always go well together
your mother used to say; get well soon so that the birds would stop crying
you did get well but still you didn’t really believe that birds could cry

and your mother used to say.. Finally she had said to me; A sorry couldn't take the pain away, but it shows your remorse.


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Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, prepare to die.


Today pretty much is unproductive, but that was just the morning half. In the afternoon things were overwhelming(for me) and all securities fell, also I feel guilty for venting out to Fakhri and Munir... oh, and Sufi.

So in a nutshell.

  • Nuar is inevitably gay, as he clearly stated that when he kissed Syubu he said it felt like a girl's and I quote, "ada 'feel'".
  • Oh, Fuad kissed Nuar for exactly two seconds because I told them to.
  • Unfortunately no pictures or any physical proof that they did.
  • Quote of that day : "I'll kill you, pxick!"
  • Maths P4 blows.

Tomorrow's EAS paper 1. ...it is commentary right?

Your persistence is intriguing to a point that it starts to tick me off. Still you wish and kept on wishing unto that bright white star. Wishes are made just because humans are trying to hold on to something slippery.



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Life is a grindstone. Whether it grinds you down or polishes you up, depends upon what you're made of.


I like watching videos. I like watching videos with superb audio. Sometimes some videos I do not like. Some videos make me cringe in fear and shock, thus I scream in my head till it explodes like a watermelon - ABOUT TO EXPLODE! Haha, that was an inside joke.

Emotional trauma! Fun for everyone!

In other news.

Life is pain, srsly. They say that the Half Blood Prince movie release has been pushed back to next summer(i.e., 21st July 09). OH GOD MY HEART. MYHEART!


Current mood : crying into my hands

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Very funny, Scotty. Now beam down my clothes.


Oooh, tomorrow thirteen(english failz conscious right now because it took me five tries to correctly spell '13', so sp?) of us are visiting RBAF, out of 43. MY SPIDEY RACKET SENSE IS TINGLING.

Remember my nephew who came over to my house? Howdydoo, his parents decided to drop by and see around. THAT -- THAT ADORABLE KID DID IT AGAIN!


"Kaka Nabilah, why is that boy kissing that other boy? Kaka likes it kah?"


OWH POOR POOR INNOCENT BOY. Kaka tak minat kat benda camtu, I lied. I would've held onto the kid and furiously rubbed my cheeks against his in response of repressed paedo love if it wasn't for his sister in the same room. Haha I kid about the pedo matter.

Made me wonder though, if I actually like those things. I need to repent.

NOT GAY


NOT GAY.


NOT GAY enough.


n-not gay.


NOT SCANDALOUS GAYS.


N-Not g-g-gay.


. . . .




NOT CHICKEN.

I lol'd like a chicken.

Then my mouth caught a fly after two minutes and thirty six seconds of PURE AWESOME.

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Eventually you will know


I bet - but don't take my word for it - I bet today's chaotic for most AEs. Woohoo, last minute checkups, last minute corrections, last minute decisions, last minute write ups, last minute changes.

Man, some people are lucky to be un-procrastinators unlike generally most people who tend to procrastinate and postpone the time and leave it a day before deadline. Yay future generations!

A;SKDHSGASD ML;ASDJGS better be going now and resume the last minute course search. Bloody hell.


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Usurped everything


Sweet mother of Avatar. I am disgusted and speechless by how inhumane people can get. I mean I'm pretty cool with exotic food like maggot ridden cheese or half-formed-duck eggs.

But THIS is crossing the line, bud.

Hm, on a sidenote, someone still owes me chocolatessss; not that I have a sweet tooth but the idea of being given free food is... well, you know, free food and this currently very famished girl - do the math.

And thinking about IOU-food, I owe someone nasi katok. Hahaha never really got the chance to pay back because time had flown too fast and fate had been too cruel. If you know darn well who I'm talking about, keep it to yourself.

Oh and one more tiny little thing you should know before I go; I miss you.


Long hair is out the wardrobe now, and short hair is in. (not saying I wear wigs, or a tuft of harse tail glued to my scalp) Anyway Ima thinking of cutting my hair again. I'm left with three styles, but I love all three.

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oh my god oh my god whatever this show is killed me! I do not believe Zati's words when she said it's not real ghei. "Just friendship which borderlines to stalking", she says. It's too gay to be called straight. The touching, the pining longing stares, THE TOUCHING, the body-fitting unbuttoned shirt down to the chest, the soft caresses, the conspicuous stares in the middle of classes and the touching. Complete with the song.

I think I'm going to rewatch it the video from the beginning, just so I can experience it all again. And from 00:45 to 00:50 still makes me ponder what happened in between.


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