red purple and orange
Friday, February 29, 2008 7:35 PM
One thing.Uh, whose Popmie is it with me? And why is it with me? I was very very tempted to eat it, and I did. Sooo, tell me whose is it so I pay it back.
Mezzy says:
bro?
-back to basic- says:
Yeah?
Mezzy says:
apa barnya? haha rindu ku kan ko ah
-back to basic- says:
Aku ok plang, aku pun rndu rah mu
Mezzy says:
haha i miss everything about you.
I am happy to have two gay friends. Tapiii si Nuar curanngg. Kesian wah si Syubu. He's all alone and doesn't want to be left out.
GREAT DREAM. BESTEST EVER IN MY WHOLE TWO YEARS.
It almost felt real.
An innocent afternoon nap and I dreamt of my neighbours being robbed and ransacked. Two foreign guys holding up guns to the maid's and two other women in the house.
The best part was when the dog died. The stupid mutt was shot in the head! Or I hope so it was.
Second thing that's wonderful about the dream was that I had a camera! My two cameras! My heart was swelling with happiness I think I cried in my sleep!
Oh how I wish it'd be real. That white furred dog's been driving me nuts with the uncalled for barks!
Man, your mamma so fat she got her own zip code!
You can't play madden dawg cause you broke ass and your plays are weak!
done done
Thursday, February 28, 2008 5:49 PM
I'm extremely lethargic and desperately need sleep. But blogging is a temptation.TodayTraffic's gone better! YAYYYY! I'll just have to hope the rest of the days would turn less traffic-y.I like today. Very much. 'Nuff said. X) And the fact that the same whole group sang again is... is -- I managed to hurt(even slightly) Fuad, so that leaves Fakhri and the others. Just you wait. [rubs hands like a mad scientist; laughs maniacally]It's a miracle how I could stay awake throughout ELit class. And I can't wait till Saturday when Mr Holland's gonna teach us! YAY! I have no rough idea what King Lear's gonna be but I'm hopeful that future classes would be fun.There was emergency meeting for Journal Club and apparently I'm assigned to search for "FYI's". And it took up my lunch time! The whole 45 minutes of it! EEEEE
In the end of the day, I fell dead on my bed.
Then had a funny conversation with his friend in UK. Haha small world I tell ya. Small world. And supposedly all Nabilahs are small and petite.
And I have no credit. Hah.
Yesterday
Something in my mind is a bit loose. I kept on thinking yesterday was Thursday and today was a Saturday. Hah, I almost went to the wrong class.
I blame this to the BEs! Oh, and welcome aboard maties!
Traffic's a biiittch, and I blame this to the BEs - WELCOME ABOARRDD MATIEEES!
Sociology was... I mean, I didn't blink an eye. I MEAN, I didn't fall asleep in class! [salutes to Mr Simmonds]
The UK trip meeting. Supposedly we were supposed to watch History Boys, but the theatre'd given the tickets to THE PRESS! NOOOO! [bludgeons head onto a wall] We. Could. Have. Watched. A GAY SCENE. LIVE.
Izni and I squealed in pain. In paaaiinn. And they stared at us like we're freaks. And I agree.
Us two then managed to catch Neesa's. She's goooood. Then after hers was a guitar club perf and it was ;alsfhsalfha gooooddd. I lie. It wasn't that good, but still.
It took my dad an hour to arrive to school. Sudah sampai rumah, beampai atas katil ani wah. Yes, that tired.
In conclusion,
- I now know how our seniors felt when we first arrived.
- I shouldn't involve myself with Mezz, Nuar and Syubu that lot.
- The mentioned trios are extremely compatible with eachother, I hate it.
- Mezz's "K" is gay and so is everything else about him. And his MP3 is pink. GHEI.
So I have Saturday to look forward to. YAY, MR PETER!
1, 2... Freddie's coming after you
Tuesday, February 26, 2008 5:42 PM
/EDITEDITEDITI would pay a million dollars to anyone who would kill this list of people.- NEESA
- NEESA
- NEESA
- FUAD
- FAKHRI
- FAKHRI
- NUAR
- SYUBU
- MUSH
- IZNI
- JUZAI
- ZATTY
- ANIS
- ZATI
- ZAF
- and all the other people who joined in the singing.
/ENDOFEDIT (happy Nuar? Mush? FAKHRI??)
They didn't spare me. Not once. Apalagi si Neesa.
But then, Fakhri tried to convince me that the singing was "at least a way to show their support". And I'm not buying it, so the people in the list shall sufferrrr.
I have to rush now. I have Maths and E Lit to do... theennn other plans.
/PS
Zaf; don't you dare try to bearhug me. Zati; grin and you die. Anis; tease me... you die flat faced on the floor.
Well that was all for a friendly post. I shall leave you blodders to... do whatever you want to do.
G'bye. G'night. Sad thing about today is the workload restricts me from watching Skins off youtube. And farewell.
BYE! :DD
boriinnng
Sunday, February 24, 2008 11:53 AM
There is no need to complicate what's already easy to begin with, but with that little emotion chaos erupts. Ha, yes, inner turmoil. FTW.Try to be chill, man. Chiilllllll. Although, as audience, the foggy verbal battle is kinda funny.I like a peaceful melody. We like peaceful melodies. A nameless identity shows how much a coward a person is. All words, no action, and no name - a coward. Tsk tsk.
[EDIT]
Since I'm bored,
To whoever who feels the words above are familiar, take a guess. Aaaand the first person to ever answer that, I'll give a hug. HAHA. YES. A HUG. SEE HOW BORED I AM RIGHT NOW.
Day 3. (a.k.a. last day of three consecutive tuitions)Last day of maths tuition, which is today, went well. Time fluttered by real fast that time.I should ask someone to kill me, I'm beginning to like graphs. The god forsaken graphs. GUH.Oh, can anybody explain to me what's with kamu punya MSN nicks? Why is there "[O-E]" in the beginning? Curious jua ku tu.So I'd like to conclude the three-day holiday I had :- I owe Dzar 7.
- I don't have the guts to tell my mom about a certain something. And I feel really fucking bad about it.
- My taste in music dramatically changed. Ha.
- These fugly eyebags are distracting.
- A baby cobra came by to visit the house. My dad pinned it down, mom simbur garam to its face. Cornered it, then comes heroic mom bashing the head to a bloody pulp with some... stick she found laying around. 'Twas cool (Y)
- And lastly, why won't you let meeeee? Iiissh. Curiousity kills the cat y'know! Literally! I could just crush its head while I rack my brain with assumptions.
Haha. Oh yeah. Today's Muiz Imran's birthday. The last time I saw him he told me that he's expecting something. A gift. But apaaaa. I don't know what you like, man. Very bangang face here.
[angkats kirai] Someone's learning to drive today.
Oh geez, forgot to say this...
HAPPY 24TH NATIONAL DAY, BRUNEI!
Although this year's celebration isn't as meriah as before, I can put my hopes up for the 15th July! Bigger celebration with fancier... thingiemajigies.
I have no pictures to post here so... yeah. Writer's block coming in. Aaand inexplainable inertia. Letharrrgiicc.
You can tell that I'm doing this entry for the sake of updating right? Yes, I am very insincere. 'Cause my laptop has less than 2GB of free space. Shit.
Till the next entry,
when the inspiration comes.
if only yesterday
Sunday, February 17, 2008 1:34 PM
I'm happy. I've been in a good mood. The ketam masak kari did do me good. Very luscious, meaty and it came in a large package. Awesoommme (Y). But my brother played the 30 days of night DVD so uh, the grotesque gore killed the moment I had with my ketam masak kari. [caresses the bowl of crabs]
Plans for tonight : Finish up the characterisation table, and the essay on motherhood on D. Copperfield. Check fandoms. Eat. Stare at the empty spaces in my room. Oh, and plot an ambush on the enemy. (No cold blooded shit-coloured reptilians should live! I'll squash them and impale them on satay sticks, then grill them. Oh, sweet revenge. [throws fist into the air])I finally have pictures on this blog. Grrrrhh.Labels: daily life, pictures, random crap
I like Movies don't you
12:56 PM
Finally. A layout change. Finalllyyy.Grrh, I couldn't read anything of my previous posts; the colour font's too light. D'you think I should keep my layout light and not dark, gloomy or even a tad bit morbid? Yes? Yeah, I like it too.Hee, yesterday was lots of fun. I sadly don't have any pictures. Grrrh to the thief who stole my camera. For heavens sake just give it back! OMGEEE nooo I am not being happy. I am not ridiculously happy! I'm nooott.I swear I'm not smiling like an idiot! HAJAJAJAJHA foooood. Today is a lucky day for me. I missed tuition and my mom didn't even stress about it too much. I woke up around 7 30 and there wasn't any rattling sounds of lizards' lovemaking. Instead I woke up to the sound of the annoying puny dog next door. But hell, it's better than lizards making love.I don't recall mentioning about my nail before in any posts, so I'll take this chance to tell yiz. Some of you might know that I have a bad habit of biting my nails since I watched Olive Oil from Popeye biting her nails. Then about a week ago, Anis'd brought her Body Shop nail grooming thing and I tried it out. Before you know it, my nail was all smooth and shiny I didn't want to lose it so I didn't bite on it once.Now my nail - yes nail without a S meaning that it's just one finger which is my thumb - is for the first time EVER 0.3 cm longer AND THE SKIN UNDER THE NAIL ISN'T SEEN AT ALL. haaaaaaaaaaaa this is by far my greatest achievement ever!But I do admit there are times I just couldn't stand not biting it. I almost went nuts! Oh, yes, I do need therapy.You have no idea how relieving it feels to know that the awkwardness and guilt had been lifted from our chest. Now I am able to lift my head up and look straight.
;LSAFH;LSHFUCKINGLIZARDSL;DFDS
Friday, February 15, 2008 9:13 PM
This is great. This is absolutely faaaantastic. I can't swallow at all.Sorry, but exaggeration is irresistable when you're in my shoe. In fact I can't swallow anything on the left side of my throat without feeling the pain kicking in. Zati'd clarified hours ago that I have ulcers in my throat, since I have no general idea how ulcers are suppose to look or feel like.So blodders, I heard that drinking water added with salt would cure it? Since it's my throat, should I gulp it in? I can't stand the pain! It's really irritating!!MadTV is an awesome parody show.But anyway today hasn't been a productive one and like, I can't think properly with the nagging pain at the back of my throat.I have an ELit essay and some Socio work on a tight deadline, and I haven't touched either one.Since yesterday everyone's been asking about my orthodontic appointment. They assumed that I had my braces by then. So they kept on pondering and asking, and I kept on answering "No, I haven't" or "I'm still considering it".Oh, and as of today onwards I am a fan of BigBang. HAHAHA and it took Zati months to convert me to one.I notice that a handful of blogs I visit had pictures while mine is... plain... full of boring words. [sigh] Now that I think of it, I miss my camera badly. Really badly it makes me cry and throw at tantrum by stabbing the "molds jutting out of a piece of watermelon that's been kept in a fridge for three years". I'd smack stab it. I want to know how it'd feel like too!Haha and the first person to ever say it is a genius. The next Einstein I tell ya. HAHAHA I bet that Zati knows that I know that she knows I'm doing this on purpose to make her laugh abruptly in the middle of a dead silent night, for example 2-3 AM in the morning.The clock almost strikes 10, I now develop a small gastric which I know for a fact will grow worse in matter of minutes. Tomorrow I shall wait for a story. Mhmm, I'll be waiting for whatever that you wanted to say to me then you said it's gotta wait. And wow, that reallyy didn't perk up my curiousity at all. And woooow, it was as if you didn't know I was female and that you didn't know females tend to be a bit ke-poh. A great thooouughtful companion you are.I'm sorry. I'm a bit hormonal imbalanced. A bit hyped up. A bit... irked. But curiousity doesn't kill. I just need a cup of tea, because a cup of tea solves everythinngg. [slaps self] Stop being pissy!I need a life.Oh speaking of life - eventhough this might not be near to being related - the A/C in my room has inhabitants in it. Small long reptilian cold blooded inhabitants that make annoying clicking sounds whenever they're nowhere to be found. They are disgusting. Every night I hear rattling sounds in the aircon; at first I thought that there were some freeze-and-melt action in there that's going on too rapidly.But nooooo I soon found out that actually the stupid lizards are effing fighting for dominance in their weird mating ritual! Because lizards have no distinct sexual differences! So they get confused who's female and male, and who's topping and who's bottom!! STUPPIIDDD REPTILLESSSS!!If they want to happily eff themselves do it elsewhere where there's no thin metals or plastics so that I could hear you stupid shit-coloured creatures ;lajalsffuckinglkashfkas!!! Geeezzzz, the first night I heard it frecking freaked me out! ;LFJA;LLJFK I NEED BLOODY NEEEDDD SERVICING so they can bloody kill those stupid reptiles!!Sympathise me, lizards. I'm practically literally UNDER YOUR lovenest! If you wanna do a three way, do it outside and do it NOT ON THE WINDOWS. I DON'T LIKE ANIMAL PORN.If my bed isn't directly UNDER the A/C and that room is bigger so I can enjoy more chasing you around with a metal bat on one hand and a LIZARD poison on the otther, I would've killedddd you the first place!!NOW NOW NOW IF YOU'RE TOO PRUDE TO READ PROFANITIES, I FORBID YOU TO SCROLL DOWN. FORBID. DON'T DARE SCROLL. I WARNED YOU!!L;ASFHAL STUPID FUCKING LIZARDS FUCKNG EACHOTHER'S ASSES FOR FUCKING SAKE GET OUT OF MY ROOM GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!! FUCK YOU STUPID CREATURE!! IF I WASN'T SANE I WOULD FUCKING GRAB YOUR FUCKING TEENY WEENY MICROSCOPIC PENISES AND THROW YOU OUT!! WHY THE FUCK OUT OF ALL THE FUCKING ROOMS IN THIS BLOODY HOUSE WHY MINE??!! WHY THE FUCK WOULD U FUCKING PICK MINE!!
ESPECIALLY YOU, YOU STUPID SHIT COLOURED FUCKING BRAINLESS PENCIL PENIS YOU ARE UGLY AND BLACK, YOU LOOK LIKE SOME SHIT THAT CAME OUT CRAWLING OUT OF A FUCKING DRAIN FROM YEARS AND YEARS AND YOU'RE FUCKING HORNY! STOP BEING FUCKING HORNYAS THAT STUPID CAT FROM THE NEIGHBOUR'S THAT FUCKS EVERY MOVING THING IT SEES!! STOP HUMPING THE LIZARDS!! STOP CLICKING! STOP LIVING!! YOU BLOODY THINGS SHOULD DIE OUT OF PAIN! NOT SOME FUCKING 400 CALORIES OR SOME FUCKING LOST LASTING ORGASM!! I WANT YOU TO FUCKING DIE UNDER THE HEAT OF THE SUN, ALONG WITH YOUR FUCKING EGGS AND YOUR FUCKING ALMOST NON EXISTENT PENIS TO SHRIVEL TO DUST!
BLOODY GET OUT OF MY AIRCONDITIONER AND MY ROOM! DON'T YOU DARE FUCKING MAKE ANY CLICKING SOUNDS WHILE I AM IN OR OUT! LSAKHFLAKHD SUCK YOUR OWN TINY PENCILS IN YOU BLOODY WASTE OF SPACE!![Sigh]. That was good. That felt a lot better. BUT THEY'RE STILL FUCKING THERE! Shut up, I don't care if I swore. There is no bloody way I could throw in some poison inside my A/C to kill some lizards. That way I could kill myself too. Someone pleasssee help me kill those things.
as the toothpaste lies on the tiled floor
Tuesday, February 12, 2008 5:28 PM
I am annoyed but at a fair extent. They wouldn't want to stop calling me by that unflattering name. No matter how many times they'd put their hands over their ears.
No, I am not upset. Just hungry. Famished. HUNGRY.
During EAS for the life of me I've never done this much of work in my almost 12 months in class. We - being Sally, YeePing, Saa'adah, Sufi and I - had wasted the whole period picking out colours(for our tabloid), arranging(our tabloids), cutting and sticking, decorating the heading(with our bungling mad skillzz of failure in attempt of scrapbooking); and all that was done with all our might.
And I've just notice that Mr Simmonds calls us ladies, "sisters". Haha and there I was siting at the most back doodling, thinking that he went knockers looking to his right calling someone "sister".
I want to join in the fun too. Wassap yawzz Brotha Simms!
Ugh, lame. Wasn't even funny.
Oh and you-know-who-you-are there is no proof that, globally, women laugh more than men, only studies that suggest that perhaps in certain circumstances and in certain parts of the world, this is so.
But then why shouldn't we?
Laughter is a universal expressor, praised for its glorifying ambiguity and strategic masking abilites. I mean, laughter can release great pain as easily as it can great joy, aaaand it can turn great any insignificant utterance. With the desire of situational-reality control strived for by women, laughter becomes a dangerous weapon, a versatile utility to swing momentum, claim dominance, and completely befuddle the opposition.
Used wisely, a woman's laughter (haha I notice I'm getting offtopic here) can crumbe; the stronghold of any hand on any oject. Aaaand I'll stop there, I went instantly blank afterwards. Notice the big words? That one big chunk of paragraph took me around 30 minutes. Shiiit, I'm getting suckier these days.
THAT WAS TOTALLY OFFTRACK, I'M SORRY.
Today for the first time in ages I don't chase anyone. Slap anyone. Yell at anyone. Or even bite. Allll thanks to the ol' coloured butterfly blotch.
To the owner of the blue jacket, I would gladly and willingly wash that jacket if you want to. And if you plan to burn it, scream like a batty hippy then party like it's [insert your choice of year], then do it and I won't feel offended.
KDKSDFHDASLKFHASDHASUI! Hahaha "hasui". ftw.
Speaking of ftw, Michelle/Maxxie FTWFTWFTWFWTW EFF NO YOU BEEEETCH GET AWAY FROM HIM!! OMGEEEE why am I so stupid and tempted to click for the spoiler! lkasfhkls eeee Maxxie's just... ADORABLE.
Oh by the way, I now can confidently say that my Maths teacher hates me. Who cares ah. Let him grow old stressing over the bad students till the last strand of hair on his already shiny cueball head falls. That way I could easily concentrate in class - yeah, concentrate not trying to laugh or snort - but then his shiny head would be excuse enough that I can't see the board no matter what angle as his cueball head burns my eyes.
Actually I can smell my eyes frying.
Oh, no I'm not disrespecting my own teacher; just making fun of him. Making fun of people is totally harmless especially when it comes to your teacher. Believe me if you put aside the many glares he throws at me.
Question yourself : What would Wiccans do? DOMINATE THE WORLD. With a lush jungle of long thick white chest hair with glitter. And with the armpit smell right after you play futsal for long hours then to have the electiricity out. Dominate the world with that. In a few seconds, deodrants, soaps, clean warm water will always be in your hands. That's what you should have in life : Deo, soap, shampoo, clean warm water.
Doncha hate my randomness? ;afhadsl skins fan number one bebeh.
It scares me shitless when the window makes crack noises and the A/C with its creaking noises. As long as there's nothing l;sahflassupernatural and freaky I still can appear in school sane and with my uniform the right way round.
And I would not like to be caught in the morning wearing boxers and a shirt by a bus filled with boys whilst opening the gates and taking out the mails.
Till then,
Eat food, not drinks. Drink drinks, not food. Otherwise a high chance you might choke and die. Haha dim wit.
jose the thick long chesthaired latina
Monday, February 11, 2008 4:53 PM
SKINS IS TODAY SKINS IS TODAY SKINS IS TODAY SKINS IS TODAY SKINS IS TODAY SKINS IS TODAY SKINS IS TODAY SKINS IS TODAY SKINS IS TODAY SKINS IS TODAY SKINS IS TODAY SKINS IS TODAY!!1!one!!Many, many many stupid things we did after classes in the afternoon. Many stupid things. One, I ate three or four spoonful of green chillis; I loved it, I'm not kidding. Two, I ate a bowl of soup with chilli - only less spicy. Three, my stomach felt weird in the end. So I went up and sat there like an idiot waiting for... whatever brainless idiots wait for.Haha oh such a shame there weren't any cameras around to record what happened. We were jobless and we were hungry; okay I was the famished one then. Gaaahh I should eat more chillis so I can get used to the pain so I can like, be able to eat India's Jolokia which has like over a billion scilles! Spiciest in the worllldd, baby!Like any other afternoons in school, I chased around si Nuar l;ahfahl;sd GRRRHHH. Not only that do I pinch him, bite his arms -- haha if you're wondering I am sorta too violent. Apparently I bite him seven times and out of all two persist to heal. I remember giving him no mercy and had sunken my teeth into his flesh till his veins almost broke. Eh, wait. Broke?! HAHAHA sounds like his water just broke. Astagaa.Zimah went home early so I had no one to disturb. Oi, you. If you're ever reading my blog and in coincidence this entry get better, man. I need you for me to kacau your tudong. Or even panda glomp you. What the hell? What in the world is a panda glomp? Yaw, you need to stop getting sick. Need I to slap you? Now, I'll keep my hand that's itching to slap something in my pockets till you never get sick.Most of the gang were at the canteen while Dzar, Izni and Mush were inside the library which pretty much sums up the "loneliness I feel". Esehmen, loneliness I feel yaw. Then Juzai gave me one of Miss Jessie's mandarin tangerines. It was good.Back at home, was chatting with Mezz and stupid random conversations popped up. And the main topic since Thursday was chesthair.I who he now calls Jose, has long thick white chest hair sprayed with glitters and was freshly curled from the salon..It seems stupid had followed me back home, we had more "discussions" on chesthair. And eating spicy food leading to foul smelling farts. Also what's a turn off for guys and girls. Ka-pfft.In the discussion he sent me links relating to chest hair.Link 1 : Firstly you need to know about chesthairLink 2 : Witness the one of the macho-wacho men, because macho-wacho men always have chesthairLink 3 : Did I get you interested? Yes, well then CLICK it.
I haven't eaten good food since yesterday, it's surprising I'm still functioning well. Talking well. Walking well. Thinking --- uh moving on.
/PS
I expect many typos in this entry.
the chairman's waltz
Saturday, February 9, 2008 4:50 PM
I bet by now you're thinking, Oh now she's blogging like crazy just when she's got some bigass problems. Well, yeah, so? This year is a crucial point of our batch's life; we don't get much rest and the workload is ADS;LDGLGHF.
It got me thinking and I wonder if I was the one who caused the one-sided awkwardness. Maybe I wasn't careful with my words you're now avoiding me like the black plague. This is implied not you or you, but you. And no, Zati, I'm (okay I left a word here so the purpose is totally ruined) NOT saying this to your... uh... body which has a grudge against me whenever I try to talk about stuff.
You and I never spoken a word; during those months as colleagues that never tagur or whatever what exactly happened in between? It's hard to crack a smile at you since majority of the time you look away. I mean, cmon, what the fuck? What did I doooooooo?
Well putting that aside, I have successfully downloaded around 30 songs in a span of 4 hours(if you minus the sliight interval stupid internet wasn't behaving it'll be about 3 hours or less.) and I loved every single one of the songs except for one of Lamento's songs.
I dare say that I will make a playlist with download links with it. And heck, it'll be a huge list! HAGAGAGA.
Oh SKIIIINNNSS how I love the producers! And the casts! Especially Mitch Hewer!
And by the way, Texas Chainsaw Massacre in musical is halfly WEIIIRRDDDD and half, (Y). Hahaha (8) chop, chop, chop ~ (8) Sooo effing weird. And the cannibal killer in the musical looks like Mario. THE PLUMBER!
TO NEESA;GHAD you have no idea how excited I was about your party and now I can't even attend it. Well, might not. GUH. IMSORRYIMSORRYIMSORRYIMSORRY!/PS
Zati's taste on music is getting odd. Yes, seriously man I know you're reading this you stalker! HAHAHHAHA I mean c'mon, "(8) WAR! HUH! What is it good for? (8)" I know it's a classic but the GUMMI BEAR SONG GAAAHHH I HATE YOU! NOW I'M ADDICTED TO THE STUPID SONG! *whimper*
(8) Oh I'm a gummy bear, YES I'M A GUMMY BEAR, I'm a yummy jummy funny lucky gummy bear~!! (8)
I HAAAATEE YOUUUU! YOU AND YOUR SONGS!
start with a tug at the heartstrings
3:02 PM
I spilled the beans to a buddy of mine. Great. Here I thought I could do fine without it. Pffft, I'm such a loser. Oh, and too baaaad haha X) Iiissh, I don't like you! You get to drive earlier than me!The house is more peaceful without anyone in. I feel more peaceful without anyone in. How I wish it could last forever. For the record, uhuh I am being emo - my mind is clouded with thoughts that the world is out to get me *damsel in distress pose under a single white light*.It's a shame that there's a possibility that no one'll be willing to send me to Neesa's party tomorrow. As for her G themed party, my imagination'd had run dry a few days ago. Besides I have Maths tuition in the morning. You wouldn't expect me to dress up ridiculous in class with people from other schools to witness how screwy I am.Hell no.Today, Saturday I went home early. Because most of the gang are off to ICC for another set of uni hunting -- wait, it's about the available scholarships right? Ahh, I've lost all hope since yesterday. Damn her. She can be fucking tactless.OHGODOHGODOHGOD SKIINNNSSS.TWO more days baby! Maxxie always brings up a smile on my face. A sad-faced Maxxie is even more lovely!***Okay I've finally taken my time narrowing down the universities available and goes well with my subjects. Like I said before University of East Anglia had caught my eye and well... I like it. Pointless as it is, so what la.***Note to self; do not eat soto for lunch break or any time when you're hungry. They make you sleepy and full like a snake who had feasted over a fat fat rat.
from where I stand
Friday, February 8, 2008 4:48 PM
Currently I'm listening to Timbaland's Time featuring She Wants Revenge, and AHMAGHAAAD it's amaazziinnngg!For the first time I actually wanted to buy an original CD of some celebrity. Timbaland's SHOCK VALUE is now in my must-have list.***For the past weeks a lot of things'd had happen and I didn't even bother blogging about it, therefore I am a bad blogger. Deprive me from Skinss-- WAIT NEVER MIND, DON'T YOU COME NEAR ME AND TAKE MITCH HEWER AWAY FROM ME!!bythewayi'mreallysorrynisforignoringyou.Speaking of Skins, it's gonna broadcast IN THREE DAYS! AL;FHDSLHDSG'D MAXXIETONYSIDCASSIEMAXXIEMAXXIEMAXXIE MITCH HEWER!!Two days ago I've been extra cautious of what I've been eating and been carefully brushing my teeth in practiced number of cycles. Because on the 14th, I have some orthopathy appointment. Yes, as in I'm getting my teeth wired. YES, BRACES. HAHAHAHA I remember those good times when Rabz(Ruby) and I prefer nerds with asthmatic problems, thick braces, pens aligned in pockets, with too short pants over HOT men. Oh rawr, how naive we were.By this I won't be in for any my classes, I hope think. 'll be leaving after my PS.This morning Maths tuition went fine, with Rabz changing her tuition dates Razan comes into the scene. But that's not important.What's important that I want to tell is that the Study in UK exhibition was a borefest. Once you step right in, there were just a few booths here and there. What caught my eye was University of East Anglia, Norwich. Because the banners had the nicest shade of blue-green. And AANND that on one of the banners it said, voted to be one of the coolest places to be a student. Plus it mentioned about being top... something... shopping places.As usual I had a panic attack, my mind bloated then I could feel my IQ depleting by the second and shrivels to dust. But hey my panic was well covered by staring at the three hot and cute guys. HAHAHA. I met Dzar, Izni and Juzai after that; then met Ram, Wani and Fif. Esehmen, pakai lipstickkhh ya si Fifah ah~I got home feeling pissed at myself and so fed up, I think Zimah knows why. Whence dwelved in deep pensive thoughts of negativity and pessisimism as well as self loathing(yes, I was being emo. HAHAHAHAH eh, emos aren't spose to laugh. sob sob), I watched the thick white clouds rolling past each other until...UNTIL... I saw this thing. It was small in any bird's size but smaller than an eagle. I figure that it was a kite however it looked a bit metallic and it flew against the current. Well blimey! Do tell me that I'm seeing an illusion of my emo-istic mind or was that really a UFO. I recorded the details with... my voice. The clips are in my phone and when I listened to them, I heard weird noises in the clip. Like knockings, taps... itsweird to think that your own room which you occupy almost 24-7 isn'yt occupied by yourself only.ANNYYWAAYYY...I HAVE TO THANK NISA FROM MS! I MUSTT! I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER! HAGAGAGGAGA SHE SENT ME A LINK TO SKINS' SERIES 2 EPISODE 1 IN YT! OMGEEEHint hint : A fragile psychologically impaired Tony jumps to fresh hot sweat from dancing for Tony with flexing muscles Maxxie IN FRIGHT. That was the first time I've ever felt my soul trying to physically claw its way out of my body. And I took screencaps! But I'm not sharing! HUAHUAUAHUAHA!!/PSI LOVE NISA FROM MS. I have not the slightest idea what your full name is so I can make a better thank you, but since I'm too shy to ask you online I refrained.GAH GAH GUH. Blondie had lost my MPR paper, and told me to re-write another one which I refuse. But I don't have the guts to tell her off in the face, because she has the rights to kick me out her class and make me burn baby burn under the scorching Brunei sun.On another note, it's odd - today. I've been seeing my idols naked which is totally not weird once you're part of the fandom with naked women which is weird because this is Johnny Entertainment I tell you. The artists are never to be seen "heterosexual". There's always staright out homosexuality, or innuendos. But ghad, YAMAPI with that pretty model all wet and buttnaked in a shower IS WEIRD.It's weird enough that he's stiff but KimuTaku whom or what I have no idea of had a photoshoot of awkward naked (toot) shots. Us JE fans should thank An-An magazine. *salutes*Labels: fangirling, SKINS
Don't give out feelings, if there aren't any
Tuesday, February 5, 2008 8:25 PM
A bad blogger like me leaving her blog dead for A;SLSKDJKDJFHG days should be punished. But Jaeho and SKINS have been too good to me, and I can't bring myself to say that I hate them for giving guilty pleasure.
So I was tagged by... Anis, Fahrul, Izni, Zatty and uh... that all?
Here are two simple rules:
1) Copy and then Answer the questions, if you're tagged
2) Tag other blogger buddies! (as many as you want)
===So let's get to know eachother a LITTLE better===
Tell me your real name
+ Siti Nabilah Johari
Your nickname(s)
+ Nab, Nabz, Nabuya, BUAYA(si Nuar tu ah, ku gigit ko ari sabtu), Ti, Naboo, Nabby nabby(by Fuad), Nabby(used by Zuhri), Xena the warrior princess.
Most weird name you were called
+ Nabuya, as said by si Zimah and I think Mush too, is a horse's name. Why? For the hell of it. Brilliant friends I have.
How about the most annoying?
+ Buaya. As in the scaly reptilian crocodile with serrated jaws. Because I now have a reputation of sinking my teeth into specific victims. Though most had christened me "hotstuff" *glares at Mims*, "Jpop princess" *glares daggers at Neesa*, or generally "hot", Nuar's always been the number one in my to-kill-soon list. Then goes Neesa -- I DID NOT SAY THAT!!
Your sex
+ is non existent.
Your sexuality
+ is confusing.
Your Birthdate
+ 2nd July (batah lagiii)
Your sign
+ Fa-ghei-ri calls it Kank-ker which is in Indonesian means Cancer...
Your current location
+ in front of your PC/laptop watching you frown as you read.
Tell us about your lineage
+ Belait-Malay, Brunei-Malay, Miri-Chinese, Taiwan-Chinese. And hear I ask myself why couldn't I have pure oriental blood running in my veins.
Your ethinicity
+ Muh-lay.
Are you single/taken/attatched/not available/available/married?
+ single and unsure.
Highschool/College/University/Working?
+ Can I lie that I'm still a highschooler? Those times when we were free, not worn out, psychologically drained upper sixes.
What subjects or course are you taking?
+ English AS, Eng Lit, Math aaaand... Sociology *sulks*
What's your occupation?
+ Still a lost student whose aimless in life. Anyone care to assist?
Do you drive?
+ Once near a beach with cold sweats running down my forehead, high heartbeat rate, dilated pupils. Since then I never drove.
Legally or illegally?
+ illegally, under parent supervision.
Do you smoke?
+ I'm a nerd and smoke is one of allergies, when exposed heavily though.
What is/are your fear(s)?
+ looking back in a dark closed room, dolls, pretty ladies in white and in a dark place. They scare me shitless.
Honestly, do you think you're attractive?
+ ...HAHAHAHAHAHAHA why do I find this funny?! Oh my, I have spit on the screen; ew. *wipes off the spit*
Smart?
+ Not brain-wise, or even smart tidy smart.
Funny?
+ The fat woman who used a thong as a scrungee, 'cause she thought it was.
What is/are your most over-used expressions?
+ an exasperated look whenever one of the boys do something unspeakably stupid, "wtf", "wth", dragged words, "DUUUUDDDEEE JUST THE WHAT THE HELL", etc.
What about your most over-used pose?
+ for all I can remember is the big eyes and smile. An awkward smile might be one.
Would you date someone ten years younger or older?
+ I -- I think I've mentioned before that I have my time of... pedophilia. But but BUT fawning over their youthful skin is -- totally... fine, right?
Best physical asset(s) of the opposite sex?
+ His eyes, his skin, his eyes, his eyes, AND HAIR! And a nice smile.
Best non-physical asset(s) of the opposite sex?
+ His likeability, amiable and if I'm not asking too much maybe a bit of finger talent on guitars? And um, fluent in english? *hides* iasktoomuch.
Best physical and non-physical asset YOU think you have?
+ Okay this is a tough one. *skips the question* It's breaking my brain into two!
Okay! DONE! Now list out the people you want to tag! - let 'em know if you want them to answer.
Since I know that I could be the last person to do this out of my circle of friends I'll tag anyone who's reading this or even, re-do it if you want to.
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