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I cried "corn beef" in a demonic voice in front of people I'd just met. If that tells you anything about me...
Other than that, the name is Nabilah Johari who goes by her days embarrassing friends with her shameless antics.
make me slap her


To Rijan;

Just hang in there okay. You got us, we got your back. Even if you're a rising star and your career is at its peak -- well, just... It's that seeing you break down near the kitchen door, I felt like wanting to comfort you, man.

As I speak you're on the couch lifelessly staring at the TV screen.

When we saw you in the television screen
There was a wind
It stirred in my heart.
When we saw you break
The wind stirred my heart again
But it felt uneasy.

Look! A short um, poem made just a few minutes ago! Rijan, just because your marriage is a bit shaky at the moment and her parents are well, youknowwhat, don't get it to you. You're still young. There's plenty more time.

Dude, snap out of it. C'mon. For your family. Your real family. It'll be fine.

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On a more optimistic note, Apis just came! MWAHAHHHA I will bully that pretty boy. That narcisstic arrogant I wanna kick his ass pretty boy. :) I loooove bullying him. 'Cause I envy his prettiness.


I HAVE TO GO NOW!


HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYBODY!!


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baby on road


Five days and I really need to catch up. 1 25 AM and I have nothing.

I -- I know I haven't been keeping my blog alive, and well I h-have a good reason. Keyword : House at Rimba. But then I doubt any of you get that.

It's been predicted that the house might be finished around March holidays, so I won't be there to help out with the moving. At least I think I won't be there. You see Zati and I uh, forgot to pay the second installment of the UK trip next year. And she's been working on it. As in, asking Miss Tuty about our predicament. Meh.

You notice this entry is lacking something don't you? Hah.

Think it over then tell me what's gone astray.

Alas December holidays is nearing to its end. I can not wait till school opens. I miss the chaos in EAS class, Mr Simmonds' wits, bullying Anis and laugh at it after that, last minute Math homeworks, and spending time with PS 4-ers and them durang people whom I strangely miss.

Minutes ago before I even started to touch the keys I harked back to the ol' times without letting my breath go, which I sooner realise when the bad episodes of 2007 floated around.

I really appreciate all of you, and all of the people whom I know I love.

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Shiiiiit. (wipes away tears) i'm not usually the type who cries over her life's angst. I cry over others. Fictional others. NO, I am not insane and lost my mind along the line. Reading fictions keeps me aliiiiivvvveee. ALLIIVVVEEE.



One of the chaps told me that I'm humble.

(moment of silence)

Right, okay. Umm moving on.


Highlight of the week : my nephew's favourite phrase is apparently "Have you lost your mind?", which he delivers with the most awesomely straight-faced deadpan I've ever seen. There's something charming about having a four-year-old question your sanity.

GAGAGAGAGGA. ♥ ♥ ♥

So Zimah finally got back around 1AM and had our regular random comversations around afternoon. I was expecting something to happen tonight. But nah. Nothing. Nada. Zilch.

Lemme wrap up this entry quick. Gone out with the fam to buy necessities. For the New Year's eve BBQ mostly. Ate out at Au lait, and loved the whole atmosphere, food, drinks, service. All except my drink. Bleh. Lime Italian Soda isn't spose to be bitter when it's lime and supposed to be sour.

Bought a slice of chocolate fudge back at Fleur-de-lys bakery. Haven't gotten a taste of it yet, but I will.


The Mickey Mouse wall clock I had since I was 10, shows that it's 1 09 AM and I'd like to say...


IT'S NEW YEAR'S ADAM, EVERYBODY! ONE MORE DAY TILL NY EVE AND TWO TO 2008!


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Merry Generic Solstice-Deivative Gift Exchange Ritual and Happy Gregorian New Year


HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!

May everyone wake on Christmas morning to the attractive Japanese or Korean(both is fine too) male of their choice, wrapped in a bow with chocolates perched delicately on his nipples.

I bring you boodles and oodles and googles of goodies for XMAS! Okay just one.


Now, if I give you this image...


What comes into mind. For me, due to knowing Maxxie, I think of Maxxie. I want Maxxie for Christmas, but then I don't celebrate X MAS. Shaaaaame.

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straight. noses. *____*


Anis just tagged me. Wait two days ago.

Tagging rules:

1. Each blogger must post these rules.

2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.

3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.

4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they've been tagged and read your blog.


8 random facts :


1/ I have a nose fetish. I loike men with long straight smooth noses. Like Vitas'. Oh oh and YamaPi and JaeJoong and Yunho and Eeteuk and Kibum AND OMG GACKT!! Does Johnny Depp too?

2/ Never in my life my nalls are long. It's always short. I bite them. It's been a dream to kill this habit.

3/ The word "cute" really annoys me. Specifically when it's referred to me. You say that to me, I'll make sure you headbutt bullets.

4/ Massaging is what some people like about me. Because I have them *magical fingers*. That reminds me; I owe someone a massage next year.

5/ Another thing I'm known for is - I like gays. Male homosexuals. Wait no. I mean, I prefer straight guys doing "actions'. And hear some of you hissing at me. That's my taste, not yours. Suck it up.

6/ :B brings a different meaning to it. That cracks me up. Especially when done on random occasions.

7/ My room is semidone-ish. The one at Rimba, not here.

8/ I slap Zee's ass 'cause I want to. *grins*

That's eight of them but I'd like to add more. Which is, I tend to be more comfortable around asexual guys. Yep. With that I'd like not to go into further details. =D


8 people tagged:

1. Far (Bonny)
2. Dzar
3. Fifah
4. Naz
5. Neesa
6. Izni
7. Zatty
8. Zee (you better bloody blog, woman!)

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movie review : I am Legend


My first movie review. Ever. Man, am I proud or what?

But wait. Before you read it, let me warn you that this will contain spoilers. And I don't mean one or two spots. I'm talking about a whole chunk of them.
Continue on if you'd want to be exposed to the spoilers. If you don't plan to watch it and read the spoilers anyway, be my guess.
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I am Legend


This movie disappoints me. A lot. A whole lot that I wish I could take back my money and watch a good movie.

One thing I really didn't like about the movie was that the whole story was sooo slow. The first hour of the movie was terrific but if you put it this way, France Lawrence's direction is... patient, solid and suspenseful... that I almost slept in my seat.

I mean, c'mon this is Will Smith I'm telling you. When there's Will Smith there's bound to be explosions and things blowing up. And that only came out later.

The part where his dog, Samantha, got bitten by the infected canines and Neville in the end kills her just when he sang a lullaby to her is so heartbreaking that I loved it. Honestly I didn't want Samantha to die.

When I decide to watch I am Legend I just thought Robert Neville IS the last man on Earth. Well I wanted that to be true but Anna's existence just... kills everything I hoped. But that's just me. Haha loved it when Anna told her mute son Ethan to drop the knife when Neville reacted violently, rejecting the idea of a safe zone down at Bethrel or some city starting with a B.

The ending was stupid. The protagonist dies. His dog dies. The movie didn't make any sense. The "Darkseekers" as in the "infected" roams and rules the night and... has a group leader. Who actually thought up a trap against Neville to render him helpless till the littlest speck of sunlight is gone.

Btw, the CGI monsters here sucks. I mean, it sucks. 'Cause it cost less. And it would be more terrifying if the "Darkseekers" are actually humans with thick make-up and all that, just like in "28 days later" or "28 weeks later". But this - it really disappoints me.

The scary parts were not scary parts. There were "shocking" parts. I held on to my breath for the supposedly scary bits but I got bored and almost died holding my breath and not letting it go. Damn.

Sure, Mr Will Smith nails the potrayal. It's not the kind of work that will earn him an Oscar nomination but audiences don't usually see better than this in genre films. But he dies in the movie. Damn.


But out of all I'd give it 6.1 out of 10. And a one thumbs up.

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Vitas made me cry


Vitas has been in my mind since -- since yesterday. I can not refrain myself from spreading the Vitas love. He makes me happy so why not share it?

Vitas - Opera #2

Download it. Download it and listen to it. It's awesome. Also, in Russian. Which just adds to the awesome.

First time I heard it, I thought : "SWEET HOLY AWESOMESAUCE. Let's not talk about a man being able to sing that high -- how can ANYTHING HUMAN actually hit those whistling kettles notes?!"

*cries* It's magnificent. Why wasn't I born Russian? Or even Latvian-born Russian.

I tried those notes and -- and I think i almost hit them notes. I THINK. If my experiment fails, I'll know it's because my yeast cells are too traumatized by my singing while I centrifuged them.

And also my diaphragm hurts. I haven't used it this much for years.

Alright here's another song of Vitas. The first song of him I've ever heard. Honestly this song freaked me out 'cause when Zati said it's opera-ish I tend to think some fat Viking-clad lady.

But the video changes all. Made me gracelessly wail in the middle of the night.

Vitas - Lucia di Lammermoor

In the meantime, here's a disturbingly hot celebrity mashup thrown my way by an LJ user I forgot who.

JARENSEN ACKLENES



Till then I have to go now. Watching I am Legend with Joanna and Zati. BWAHAHAHAHA!!

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when you care enough to embed the very best videos


Hahaha, okay, this video has been making me laugh all day(I'm not sure out of pure agony of my eardrums or in agony of happiness), and finally I couldn't take it anymore and had to share. So, without further ado, here's Latvian-born Russian pop singer star singer Vitas.




Yes, you heard me. Russian. And a pop star. And omg he made me whimper looking at him smirk and that soulful screeching. No I swear this'll be worth your time. IT WILL BE.

Oh. Just so you're ready, this video includes :

-- A random fire thoughtfully lfet burning to warm passerby. I -- I'm sure these are quite common in Russia.

-- Many, many fish in jars. If you like fish in jars, this video is seriously your dream come true.

-- Naked accordian playing. YES, NAKED ACCORDIAN PLAYING (yet it's worksafe, although your co-workers might be very confused)

-- An amphibious man who probably has superpowers and is also alienated from society, I guess. Therefore, he gets no action.

-- Soulful, high pitched wailing. Which will burst your brain. Or heart. Or something. Just like me.

-- Phonebooth hijinks.

-- MIstaken identity.

-- Bewildering bathroom angst.

-- Post-apocalyptic fashion. Oh waiiiiit, maybe the guy is a MUTANT. Okay that makes more sense.

-- Stuff blowing up. Yet at the same time, not ENOUGH stuff blowing up. But wait, there is no such as ENOUGH stuff blowing up. We're Americanised! SPEAK AMERICAN!

Hm if that video had been an AMERICAN video, way more stuff would have blown up. Yes, who KNOWS what these crazy gilled foreigners are saying?! They're plotting against us, I JUST KNOW IT.





So that ladies and gents, is Vitas the Russian man I love even if he makes me deaf. I'll still love him.

I just knew him yesterday and I love him and I want to bear babies with him.

So if you diss about Vitas' superpower, I cannot believe you would criticise the science in a Vitas video. I mean, this is Vitas we're talking about here! Diss about it, and prepare to have your windows busted.


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Oh, Vitas, you crazy Latvian bastard. I love you! You know I want to be a member of your all-girl orchestra and chair-dancing ensemble.






He likes to make me cry with his wailings. Above is the concert video and the first video is MV.

*whimpers*

I coudln't decide between MYSTIFYING STORY VIDEO and EQUALLY MYSTIFYING CONCERT VIDEO. Who could decide? It's a toss up!

One thing I have to say about that concert: MORE JUMPING WAS SORELY NEEDED. But--but--hooded orchestra! Writhing seated dancers! WHYYYY. I mean, he has the most creepy accompaniment ever.

You really have to get Tima to tell us what that song is about. Even though he will laugh at us with his Russian scorn. I must know what Vitas is on about, OR PERISH OF WONDERING.

But hey folks, that's not the only video.








This is the culprit. That made me fall head over heels for him. His smirks. His pompous facial expressions. And the two blonde violinists with pretty green eyes. TAKE ME NOW VITAS.

So here I am listening to Vitas songs, shivering in excitement and adrenaline listening to his SWEET AWESOMESAUCE VOICE! *_________* TAKE ME. TAKE ME NOW VITAS.

Listening to him brings me close to heaven. SING MORE VITAS!!

For now, I shall leave to die. Vitas I love you. Listens to Lucia Di Lammermoorr and Opera #2 on repeat. By the way, if you guys are hooked to his awesome voice leave a comment or PM me if you want the songs. I can like, upload it somewhere and give you the *shiney*.

On a further note, I HAVE to thank Zati for introducing me to him. I think I've mentioned this before. Oh well, shows how much I love this gal. THANK YOU ZATIII!! *screams like a deranged hormonal woman in labour*



WE NEED TO SPREAD VITAS EVERYWHERE! BECAUSE HE'S TOO AWESOME TO PASS! JOIN US SO WE CAN FORM AN ARMY OF VITAS FANS TO CONQUER THE WORLD WITH HIS LATVIAN-BORN RUSSIAN WORLD EXPLODING SCREECHING!

I love him. Against my better judgment. ♥

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when I hit a pole, don't laugh just walk away before I eat your head.


So just two days ago I went out with the ma'am and as mentioned in my twitter(that is if you even read it) I have bought bras. With the ma'am's money, of course. Lilli Lingerie has a huge stock of pretty bras with pretty patterns. They're almost like butressing an amazing sex life.


Why you say?

Bar the lingeries women wear to arouse their companion Lily Lingerie sells sex toys too. SADO-MASOCHIST!!, I'd say.

(No, Zatty. I'm not trying to imply you here. Or was I?)

But it can be entertaining. Whips, nurse outfits and some other outfits. Entertaining, it is. And they sell, mhmm.

Another thing I remembered my visit there was the lube section. HAHAHA I pray to you if you can understand my humour you will understand why lube being called lotion in a shop like that is funny. If not, ignore this and you will not be scarred.

Went home after a debate with the two cashiers there about business that by my fuzzy memory I swear I don't remember. Then went online and chatted with this ol' buddy of mine.

Me : Hiya tharr sexy.

Oh and her name is Najee which I will shorten to N.

N : what are ya doin' sexyback. Or should I say sexy legs. [insert suggestive smile]

Me : Haha oh nothing. How's the weather in oz?

N : it's raining heeerrre. I had plans to go out but thanks to ol' rainy I can't. =(

N : oh nee-chan I changed my look yesterday and you've seen my old look right? Lemme send you a picture [sends a self-potrait]

Me : Oh. Uhh what do u want to tell you?

N : what do u think of my nu look?

Me : Trashy.

N : ....[insert sad look]

Me : recycled?

N : ...i'll block you from now on. [blocks me]

HAHAHAHA I'm sorry NAJEE! SORRRYYY!! You know I didn't mean it truly! Well it's kinda useless now since you don't really know my blog let alone have one.

OH! Hahahaha she unblocked me! I knew she couldn't resist me. I'm gonna apologise to her now.

Two days ago, I shopped, went back home. Then went to the Mall. And that was when my contacts were sucking the fluids out of me eyes! It was too dry and the right one kept on stinging. I had to walk around the Mall like a one-eyed pirate. I hated it. They were testing my psychological mind and patience, I tell ya. But they broke me. I couldn't take it anymore and peeled them off my eyes and I've never felt near-to-heaven when they were off. It was heaven!

Down side of that is I had to walk squinting 'cause my vision I suspect is getting higher. Damn. Anthing less than a metre away from me was still kinda blurry. Doomed, I am. DOOMED!!

To recover from the great pain I have gone through my whole life, I decided to tear the contacts. Hahah feel my pain you torturous demons! Yes, I tore them. But it took me too long to tear a single contact lens. I just knew it was stretchable. So I streched them before tearing them. Stretched them till it was 2 cm long. Then crumpled them.



Hmm so now prepare to see me not BIG-EYED! Unless I buy another pair. I'm going for grey with tinges of red, or green. I like green.

Just now went to find things for the new house and the bedsheet I wanted wasn't anywhere in Brunei. Well I did until I found out there wasn't any matching quilt to go along with the sheet. Shiiiit. Lawa udah tuu.

On a random note, I like the icecream at Bakerlyn. Peppermint is LOVE! And another, I have achieved 4GB free space in my laptop. Not enough though but that's good as it is. I want to delete as many things here but they're all too precious for me to delete. T__T DBSK and SuJu stuffs.

Right now is exactlt 9 30PM and I'm gonna eat Nasi Katok Pedas AND NONE OF YOU WILL STOP ME! BWAHAHAHHAA! Good day says the girl who just bought some spankin' lacy bras.

And it's a black lacy bra! With an equally black lacy boxers!

Highlight the above if you want something interesting.

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ily japanese writers for making me bawl


I remember a few months back when I used to be in the college Journal club, as one of the photographers. And I also remember reading a person's work of pure literary. It was generally about life in high school. Not in Brunei though; plain western.

Hah. N00b. She still thinks like a premature snot-filled kid who plays with Barbie... the whole set. With Kenny. And her daughter little sister.

So other than the fact the 10 page worth of "literature" was below par. Let me quote so it's not from my very lips, "It's like some drunk writer who just hurled. I wouldn't want to be this girl if I publish this." I mean really. The metaphors inda kena mengena lagi, the words. It's like she just threw in words she just discovered in the dictionary and used it.

I'm not trying to humiliate this person, and I'm not gonna say her name. But it was so painfully awfully too cliche it pains me even reading one sentence from any page.

Despite it being too dreadful to recall I remember a sentence or at least I think it is, but the punchline I remember just not the name.

Oh my god Stephanie is really cool isn't she? She's like COOLER THAN THE NORTH POLE!

Hahahahahalmaorofllololll. COOLER THAN THE NORTH POLE? Good god who in their right mind would say that? Like, really now. If you come up to some guy in band with real talent or someone you really look up to, you don't say to them OMG Like you ARE so cool! I mean, you're practically cooler than the North Pole! ILY let me kiss your feet!

No no no no no no. Heo no you di-int say that.

Hmm I wonder if Miss Editor still keeps the thing for her own entertainment.

Oh and one more thing I'd like to share with you wonderful people : I am not bored... NOT ANYMORE! XD XD

I will be missing Zatty for twenty-fricken-six days. Haha I'll be expecting twenty-fricken-six days of no out-of-ordinary conversations. And her random "so WASSSSSSSSSSAAAAP NAB?". HAHAHAHA man, that still got me. Funny as ever.

Damn slow sad song about death that kept on reminding of a certain sad Jdrama about a girl who lose her control of her nerves then in the end dies as she couldnt control of her own breathing which was really really doleful.

I remember expressing everything I felt while watching the drama and most of the female MSN contacts PMed about it. HAHAHAHAHA. Man, I miss watching it. I should buy the DVD. Or download it. However my RAM is almost full. I had to sacrifice the old videos and songs and pictures for more space. But it's -- just -- SO HARD. T___T

I WANT TO WATCH ONE LITRE OF TEARS. I want to bawl my eyes out in every episodes. I want to feel like strangling Ryo for being such a -- guh. Need to calm down before I spamming this entry with worthless informations.

Anyone? One litre of tears? Rent or buy with cash? I don't mind. T___T

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Shit. I was spose to blog about something else but I got sidetracked to blogging about something not relating to what I previously wanted to post about. Shit. I just said all that in one breath. Am I awesome or what?

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Boo-hoo


I am so bored I want to cry buckets. Entertain me, my faithful blodders.

Notice how I always underline blodders? Don't question why because I don't know why myself.

Oh shit, man. I could go insane at one point of this holiday. I could go INSANE.

Deprived from any sorts of entertainment. This calls for FANDOM! ...which is quite dead at the moment.

Zati and her family went to KK this dawn.

Zatty will leave for KL tonight.

I will leave the world if I won't find entertainment. T__T

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I CUTTED MY HAIR! XDD haha "cutted"


My MSN contacts must've been wondering why yesterday my nick was a bit threatening.


The next person to ask how I'm doing will be either castrated or blocked.

That was it wasn't it? Something was amiss don't you think? And I went online late at night, around almost 11PM.

Story is...

My baby brother effed up my laptop and I couldn't get it running normally. Since 7 till 11 I was pissed and bored. My brother and my brother were victims of my snarky snappy attitude. bwahahaha. However I did something that I haven't done in a long long time!

I slept! And became so... vain! And I slept!

And here are the pictures~


Honestly, when I PS-ed this one I had numerous toilet breaks 'cause it freaked me out.

Oh have I told you guys I got a haircut after this?

Hellew, down below is my hair. As in before it was cut.


AND PEEKABOO! HAHAHAHAHA!! Now that is what I qualify to be FREAKISHLY FUNNY.


Then I cut it. VOILA! XD XD


This one's a random one. This was days taken before the hollies and if I'm not mistaken Mush took this.

Okay. I lie. Again. I bet by this time you blodders might lose trust in me. But I don't mind. I won't be depressed because of that. 'Cause I have almost a lifetime supply of gay fics, videos, news. And I'm glad that the veterans are generous.

So the lie was I didn't cut my hair. I just wanted to show you the freakishly funny picture with a plot.

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Saying 'I'm sorry' is the same as saying 'I apologize.' Except at a funeral.


I have been a bad bad blogger. Many things occured during the holidays and I didn't even care to share it with you my wonderful blodders.

And yesterday may have been the reason why the mousepad and some of the little grey keypads on my laptop is smudged with something that I suspect to be chocolate. I'll get you back Hamiz!

I am loving green more than I used to. X) And the reason is a secret I want to keep to myself!

I've been a bad friend too.



I'm really sorry. Hazim if you still read my blog I want to tell you how sorry I am for ignoring you all these days. You know about that problem I told you and you've been telling me to forget about him and blah blah the likes. Something else came up and yeah, I'm sorry. I just felt awkward, is all. So I hope we're still friends eyh, Megan?

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Don't worry I still remember about the promise. =)

- Billy XD



Glad that I got that out of my chest. Confessing and letting things out is good, but too much is bad. So I need to suck it all up and be a man woman mannish woman ...just be tough.

Went to Zee's yesterday with Mush and Sin and it was partially fun and partially torturing. Oh and there were Zee's siblings - just two Mizah and Afiq. Weirdly enough we had a group confession thing and us with Zee's siblings uh, became something. No what I'm trying to say is it doesn't happen a lot that friends and siblings know each other's secrets. It just doesn't happen. ... Does it?

Oh effing well.

I was being a jerk for being so naive and clueless. I'm sorry Sin. HAHAHA awu bah I'm really sorry dari ujung rambut hingga ke ujung kaki. .....Is my Malay okay? Yeah, I'm sorry about that whole sibling thing. But we cool aight homie?

Was suppose to blog something related to Zatty 'cause in her blog she mentioned me twice. X) But I guess the rice and ayam kari didn't do any good to animate my noodles. I need to go out 'cause I think every of my cells and tissues are fused to my bed that I'm now a living paraphernalia.

I had a weird dream today. I remembered nothing except that I was in college and I played cards. CARDS. BIG TWO. PLAYING CARDS. And I felt nothing on my chest. So I assume that I was a guy in that dream. But I saw this one particular black-ish accesory on my wrist and I kinda knew who I was.

Moral of the story : Dreams corrupt your mind. I don't play cards. And I'm not a guy. Get that in your head. I may act like one but deep inside I have woman hormones and a female sexual organ(courtesy of the Mighty Creator, not a phony fanny)

Yes, I am bored. Bored to the ass.

Right now it's exactlllyyyyyyyyyyy 5 13 PM and a few minutes ago I ordered food from McD for my two brothers and myself. No bribes or punishments involved. Just a simple order-up and there will be no food war. I promise. Who am I kidding, I can't make promises to myself. That's GHEI! Okay I was just kidding.

It's just weird yknow. I don't usually be a nice sister. I either loom over one of them and scare them till they wet their pants or even steal their food and say the spirit living in the house stole it with a proof that "I saw!".

So,

Thought of the day : "The spirit in this house is possessing me to act nice to my siblings. I saw!"

Well I'm hungry. Byyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeee from the girl who just knew what NABU means.

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Kau Ilhamku


Currently addicted to this MALAY song. All thanks to Zimah, Mush, Dzar and Sin for repeatedly karaoke-ing that song yesterday.




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[FICLET] MaxxieTony


You told me things. Things that made me happy. Remember the B+ you told me? My face contorted in different repressed expressions of joy that it looks weird now that I imagine it.

But it's long gone now and I'm no longer the person you confide in, not that I'm really upset about it. Really, I'm not. Maybe a tad bit upset but what the hell. It'll be convinient if Blogger provides password-protected entries so I could mention a name. Just one.

I can't lie that I'm not missing SKINS a lot. A whole lot. Especially Maxxie and Tony! I want moaarr of the last bit of Episode 6. I just want MORE. I'm really deprived of the sexy MaxxieTony affections-showing. The cig sharing. *_______* I see an indirect mouth to mouth contact over tharr!

"We're in Russia. I wanna try something new."

Tony, take me to Russia. TAKE ME TO RUSSIA!! *breathe* *wheeze* *wheeze*

I still can not believe that Maxxie rejects Tony. Why Maxxie? WHY?? Screw Michelle. Screw her. Bust my brain with that mind blowing manflesh and many many muscle flexing. I get goosebumps recalling that scene.

Is it sad that I made a quickie of MaxxieTony? Yes, well, at least it partially quenches my desire for MaxxieTony.

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“You’re such a fucking idiot. You know, I work all day and I come home to this fucking bullshit?! It’s a mystery why I stay with you, Maxxie.” Tony Stonem, 27, shrieked loudly.

Perhaps he had a bad day at work, Maxxie, 23, thought. “I’m s-sorry, honey—”

“Don’t you ‘honey’ me, you stupid bitch. What the hell were you trying to do?!”

“I-I thought I would m-make you a nice dinner o-or something…”

“Well there is nothing nice about a burning kitchen!”

“It was just the stove!”

“Yeah in my fucking apartment!”

“It’s our apartment!” Maxxie feeling upset now.

“Well, I bought it! And I’ll be paying for the repairs!”

“You made me move out of my own place and quit my job so I can clean up after your messy ass and take all your bullshit!”

SLAP.

Maxxie stumbled towards the ground from surprise, knocking a chair from the kitchen table over, hot tears stinging their way out of his eyes.

“Don’t you ever speak to me like that again! Or I will throw you out. You ungrateful, little bitch.” Tony lowered his hand, smirking down at Maxxie. “What a pitiful sight.”

He pulled the refrigerator door open, pulling out a bottle of beer, slamming the fridge door shut. He twisted the cap off and threw the tiny metal directly right into Max’s sobbing face.

Maxxie waited to hear Tony slam the bedroom door, and the TV to turn on before he slowly got up and sit the chair upright. The tears continued to pour down his face as he cleaned up his failed dinner, and all the dishes.

“It’s probably my fault…we go out for dinner every night for a reason. I’m lucky to have Tone. I’m lucky.” Maxxie thought, feeling remorseful for being such an idiot.

He made his way into the living room, grabbing a fleece throw and curling inside of it on the black leather couch. He knew Tony wasn’t going to come out until morning, so it would be best to not bother him and just sleep on the couch.

Maxxie only wanted to make Tony happy.

××××××××

“You know how I feel about you hanging out with those friends with yours. I don’t like them.” Tony snapped, tightening his necktie.

“They wanted to take me out for a lunch for a few hours. I won’t be long at all.” Maxxie tucked Tony’s shirt in for him, smoothing out the creases in the white dress shirt. “You look so handsome!”

“Don’t try to suck up to me.” Tony frowned, smacking Maxxie’s hands away. “Anyway, you better be back before dinner, because if you are late, like last time, I’d rather not even come home. I make time to spend time with you, and you get carried away with your idiot friends and end up coming home late.”

“I was only late once!”

“You were still late.” Tony opened the front door, and was just about to head out when Maxxie shouted, “Wait!”

“What the hell do you want?”

“I love you! Have a good day at work!”

Tony scowled. “You just wasted 3 seconds of my precious time.”

He slammed the door, a picture frame sitting on a table beside the door slamming forward, a twinkle of glass filling the air.

Maxxie sighed and lifted up the frame, revealing spider legs of cracked glass. He stared at the picture, wondering where Tony lost his smiling face. The photo in the frame was of them on a camping trip. Dressed in sweatpants, sweaty faces, dirty t-shirts.

Tony was so happy then.

But Tone is still Tone, Maxxie thought to himself. The Tony he fell in love with.
He pulled the photo out of the expensive silver frame, throwing out the glass. He would have to find a new frame for now.

Maybe Tone will buy him a new one.

××××××××

“Ah, it’s great seeing you again! It seems like you don’t have time for your friends anymore!” Maxxie’s best friend, Anwar Kharral said with a mouth full of food.

“It’s so true! Come out with your friends more often! And bring Tony too! I mean, we’ve only met him a few times.” Another good friend, Jal Fazer said, nodding furiously.

“I’m sorry guys, there’s a lot to do at home. Tony is pretty busy with work too. But I’ll ask him to come out with us when he has the time, ok?” Maxxie knew he wasn’t going to.

“Well, alright.” Anwar knew not to talk about Tony too much. Maxxie seemed pretty touchy about the subject. “Oh this salad is amazing!”

Anwar grinned, a large piece of lettuce in his teeth.

“You are so gross.” Jal laughed.

××××××××

“Ah, the weather is nice today, isn’t it?” Maxxie took a deep breath of fresh air, letting the sunlight soak his face.

“Definitely. It’s been so rainy and gloomy lately, so this is a nice change.” Jal nodded. “So, what are we going to do now?”

“Ah…Tone is taking me out for dinner tonight…so I think I should head home. I don’t want to be late.” Maxxie said sadly. “I’m sorry, guys. That was a really short meeting.”

“Well…you’re walking home, right? I’ll just give you a ride home, instead.” Offered Anwar, pointing to his car.

“A-Are you sure? My apartment is totally out of your way!”

“Nah. I’m taking Jal home too, so we might as well hang out for a little more.”

“Well…ok…thank you so much!”

“Quit being so formal. We’re best friends.”

“O-Oh! Sorry!” Maxxie smiled sheepishly. He almost forgot what it was like to have good friends. It was like he didn’t know how to act.

He should really convince Tony to let him hang out with his friends more.

`~`~`~

Not as good as expected but I warned you that it was a quickie. One shots are better and easir to make than a chaptered one. MWAHAHAHA!

Someone please break my internet with MaxxieTony. I beg you.

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work those magical fingers~


I'd want to say that I'm pathetic, but that's besides the point here.

There are many things I want to tell you blodders. No, blodders doesn't mean "blog readers" because the term might offend the prudes who'd think that blodders could mean a chunk load of swear word chopped and glued together as one whole lame cuss which reminds of a cow's udder.

But that's besides that point either.



The pokok of this entry is...




Or even,

Those three macros were wayyy overdue. In two previous posts I told myself that I would post them up, but laziness got the better of me. T__T

So yeah.

I kept saying that MD's guitar performance will suck, but he was there. WITH a guitar in his hands. WITH his own fingers strumming the strings. And good god, I would flail my arms making incomprehensible high-pitched noise of someone witnessing the divine essence of HOT, upon staring the sheer pelvic thrusts, flexing taut muscles as they strummed.

*__________*

*fans self*

And and, the FANBOYS! Who could forget the fanboys bellowing "C!!" which caused me to jerk up roaring "FANBOYS UNITE!! HOO-HAAAAAH!!"!

If I did not stupidly left the battery but brought my 8.1 megapixel camera only, I may have taken the screencaps frame-by-frame, as to best capture the oblique orgasmed expressions of every guitarists, especially him. And the hard pelvic thrusts. And the wet lips. And the constant stolen glances and ambiguous sly smile of interaction between him and this other awesome guitarist whose name I will not mention but I would tell if you asked.

What? I'm just sayin'.

Other things that made me not regret going for the perf :

- the "8 people in a band" orgy.

- the total and questioning buttsecks. BETWEEN TWO GUITARISTS.

- (...although the perf was completely not up to my expectation yet again) this one performance by a group of supposedly MD-ians whom I swear I've never seen before in my life. They own asses!

- A-and there were man --, I mean GUITAR grappling. *___* Who can resist not watching it?

Oh and since today is the last day of school some of us GDLs went out to the Mall. The guys went before us girls, because we had to wait up for this one particular person for an hour.

But all's good. Instead of watching a movie, we wasted time in the arcade, eating, watching Naruto, stuffs.

BACK TO THE STORY. Guitar performance was some awesome brain bursting mind flailing experience. Well for me that is.

Randomly, FANBOYS UNITE!! HOO-HAAAAAAAAH!! and bandorgies are nice.

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