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I cried "corn beef" in a demonic voice in front of people I'd just met. If that tells you anything about me...
Other than that, the name is Nabilah Johari who goes by her days embarrassing friends with her shameless antics.
JE ranting


The JE fandom has been in a haywire ever since 20 Sept, and Johnny being the sick and twisted being that he is had taken a step further to break the fans' hearts. I admit that I wailed like a pained wolf in the middle of the night when I heard of the news. It is that heartbreaking for us, especially for the Ya-Ya-Yah, Kis-My-Ft, ABC and many other un-debuted groups.

He had picked members of the said groups and compiled them into one big group of 10 persons, and to only tell them 3 days prior their debut. I mean, they didn't even know about being picked! Oh god Johnny how I hate you with all my guts right now!

Due to Johnny's heartless actions fans from many countries are affected badly, as most were very very disheartened by this. The chinese fans felt hopeless of the revival of the other groups to debut, for example my utmost favourite group, Ya-Ya-Yah.

Johnny is that heartless to leave behind the two other members to in the dark and see their other bandmates debut. It pains me to watch them force out a smile. I won't lie and say I did not cry with other members of other groups when one of them cried. It fucken does hurt me to see them like this, even after many years of workign together and this is how all that hardwork ends?! Johnny... you are one sick perverted old man.

For the first time in my whole life I hated being a JE fangirl with a passion.

Shoon is my most favourite member in Ya-Ya-Yah, and he's one of the two guys not being in the newly formed group, Hey!Say!JUMP. The only reason Johnny didn't make him join the group is just because he wasn't bornt in the year of Heisei(something like Chinese year thing - dragon, pig, rat, rabbit, cock). Just because.

Too cruel it is. There were many negative responses as I've said before and I am more than happy to share them with you : this and I too want Ya-Ya-Yah to go continue, plus another one.


On a happier note, maybe due to this I've been feeling numb. Now that I've partially calmed down a bit, I want to give Johnny Kitagawa a big L on my forehead. Ugghh.

Tomorrow will be the second last exam, and I haven't fully grasped Anthills. This sucks. My brain can't suck in anything more than the more interesting parts in Anthills, in the eariler chapters. I seriously can not grasp whatever there is after chapter 3.

I am doomed. Pray for a peaceful tomorrow, as I might go cookoo(sp?) in the middle of the exam and strip off my tudong and yell "I want to make iPhone babieeessss!!".
Well it could happen.

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Imperfect, unfinished and plain ugly


I seriously can't get enough of PIN~ YamaPi + Jin = rabu rabu
Siiigh. This one is a draft, so it ain't finished. It is finished baru tadi. But I don't think the ending is good. I suck at it. I suck at description. I can't even write a good kissing scene!

Ah well. Title is... unknown. Ah yeah, I suck at making titles too. I'm a failure~! And it's rated um, I don't know how to rate too! *emos somewhere* But it has rough Pi and a clueless Jin(as always). And Pi dominates!

TONIGHT WE WILL DINE IN HELL!!!!
Err that was just plain random. Couldn't think of anything better to end an introduction.
*
"YES!" 14-year-old Akanishi Jin cheers as he watches the last basketball fall into the hoop flawlessly. He turns to his best friend who is currently pouting, a basketball still in his hands. "I win again," he says, smirking at the younger boy. He walks over to the stand next to it and picks out a stuffed animal (a panda) and adds it to his bulging bag of prizes he had won that entire day. It must be my lucky day, he thinks as he lugs the bag home with him, walking alongside a quiet Yamashita Tomohisa.
Jin animatedly recounts most of the day's games, his voice not hiding the excitement he was feeling from having won so much in one day when usually he's the loser at the end of these games. Beside him though, Yamapi has not said a single word in reply.
"Pi?" Jin asks, when he realizes that the boy appears lost in his thoughts.
"Hmm?" Yamapi grunts out, his hands stuffed in his pockets and his head staring down at the ground. He looks up, his eyes slightly dulled over and Jin frowns.
"Ne," he says, stopping in his tracks and rummaging through his bag.
"Jin, what are you doing?" Yamapi asks, his voice curious as he stops beside his best friend.
Jin finally finds what he's been looking for and picks out a plushie of Tuxedo Mask. "Ne, you can have this! I know you think he's cool and all and well, I have too much already."
Yamapi stares at the plushie in front of him and then looks into Jin's anxious face. However, the reaction from the younger boy isn't exactly what Jin is expecting. He glares at Jin as he snaps, "Taking pity on me? Just because I lost today doesn't mean you have to act as though I'm so pathetic I'll take the scraps from my best friend."
"Wha?" Jin starts, his heart pounding as he watches Yamapi's glare get darker. "That's not-" he starts, but is cut off.
"I don't need to take this from you," he snips, turns on his heel and then dashes away, leaving Jin frozen in his spot with his arm still outstretched and the plushie in his hand.
Jin's shoulders droop as he puts the plushie back into the bag and lifts his bag up and clutches it to himself. He hadn't meant it like that, not in the least. He had just thought he'd do a nice thing, like whenever Yamapi won, he'd always give one of the prizes to Jin and thought he could finally do the same. He trudges all the way home, kicking rocks and little puppies alike, minus the puppies, of course.
He enters the house, muttering out a weak "Tadaima" and rushes up into his room to avoid any questions from his mom. He can hear a faint "Jin!" coming from his mom, but he promptly ignores it.
Throwing open the door to his room, he expects to be able to toss the bag aside and just flop onto his bed, but he's extremely mistaken when he finds Yamapi sitting on top of his bed, staring at a spot on his wall while eating some popcorn from a bowl on his lap. Jin promptly drops the bag in front of him.
Jin stares for a long minute, blinking and then goes "Pi?" a second later. The younger boy doesn't react to the comment at all, and Jin knows that he's just being stubborn again. The older boy sighs, moving to pick up the bag and tossing all the fallen plushies back into it.
Crunch. Crunch.
Looking up, Jin sees Yamapi casually plopping in the popcorn into his mouth like this is nothing and that he's not in Jin's room, getting on Jin's nerves with his little silent act.
Crunch. Crunch-crunch-crunch.
Jin manages to put the bag aside without attacking Yamapi at the irritating sound of crunching popcorn in his mouth, but when he goes "Pi?" a second time and Yamapi doesn't react, he snaps. He moves to grab the bowl, his hands tugging on one end of the bowl.
Quickly, the fury in Yamapi's eyes comes back as his hands automatically move to take it back. The two struggle a little with the bowl, making it into a mini-tug of war battle when the bowl slips from both their hands and lands all over Jin's bed. The buttered-popcorn scatters onto his sheets and onto the floor and the two stare at each other for a long minute.
"Now look at what you did!" They snap at the same time, identical glares on both of their faces. Jin grunts a little, lying back on the rug in his room and he tries desperately to hold himself back from strangling the younger boy.
Yamapi grunts in reply, falling back onto Jin's bed and ignoring the crunch of the popcorn beneath him when his body hit the bed.
It's silent between the two for a long while, to the point that Jin could've sworn that at least half an hour passed without any dialogue being shared between them.
"I'm sorry," Yamapi mutters out, breaking their silence and then he leans over to his side and still not looking at Jin at all.
Jin sits up abruptly, not sure if he was hearing things or not. "Wait, what?"
Yamapi purposely keeps away from Jin's gaze, trying to look at any spot other than his eyes and mutters again, albeit a little louder this time, "I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry; I can't hear you." Jin snaps, crawling over to his bed and trying to get closer to Yamapi.
This time, Yamapi turns his head and faces Jin, eyes on eyes. "I'm. Sorry," he repeats, this time loud and clear.
Jin stares and then a smile grows on his face. "It's okay, Pi." He turns over, leaning back on the side of his bed. "You're a sore loser, I understand."
Yamapi growls behind him, "I am not!" he exclaims, smacking Jin in the head with one of his pillows.
Jin is laughing when he falls back against the floor, ignoring, as Yamapi did, the crunching of the popcorn underneath him. "Who'd've thought you'd be such a brat when you lost?"
Yamapi huffs, "Shut up." He moves to lie beside Jin and the two lay next to each other, the silence in the room more comfortable than it had been in a long while.
"...Still want that plushie?" Jin asks, one arm behind his head.
A pillow smacks him on the face in reply. "Not Tuxedo Mask, baka. I never said he was cool," Yamapi snaps with a roll of his eyes.
"Ahhh, must be mixing you up with someone else." Jin leans over to his side so he can look at Yamapi and the younger boy moves to do the same. "But you can definitely take any one that you want."
Yamapi's smile is comforting to him. "Thanks, Jin. I appreciate it."
Jin smiles back, "No problem."
The smile changes to a wicked grin as Yamapi says, "But next time, I won't have to take one of your plushies because I'll be winning my own and you'll be the one asking one from me."
Jin hits Yamapi in the face with the pillow and the two collapse on the floor in laughter.
*
"Akanishi-kun!" A girl's voice coos as he walks down the street with his best friend.
Jin, now at the ripe age of 21, flashes her one of his best smiles, giving her a small wave as well, and she turns to her friend, squealing in excitement. A block later, it happens again. Only this time, it's two girls and this time, Jin actually knows them. He can hear Yamapi "tsk" and can just see the male rolling his eyes as he listens to Jin flirt with the girls. It's a common enough occurence for Jin that he's surprised when Yamapi curtly excuses himself and heads off without giving Jin any heed.
Jin stares at Yamapi's departing back, biting at his lip as he looked from the girls to Yamapi, then back to the girls. "Yamapi!" he calls out, but the boy doesn't turn around. Jin's eyebrows furrows together as he continues to stare at Yamapi walking away. He turns to the girls, his face with apology written all over it, "Sorry, I should go see what's the matter. See you tomorrow?" He runs off before hearing their apology, but he's sure they'll agree. (He was Akanishi Jin, after all.)
By the time that Jin has caught up to Yamapi, the male's already inside of Jin's house, sitting on his bed... With popcorn in his lap. Jin blinks for a second and then tries to keep calm, assuring himself that this does not mean what he thinks it means. (And how'd he get there so quickly and cook popcorn? Did he have some hidden supply somewhere that Jin just didn't know about?)
"You know, I could definitely hook you up with one of the girls," Jin says casually, tossing his back-pack wherever and throwing himself against the floor, leaning against one of the sides of the bed. "I know you have a thing for girls with big breasts, and you have to admit that Sakura does have them. I'm sure she'd jump at the chance to date the famous Yamashita Tomohisa." Jin leans back on his elbows and tilts his head back far enough so he can get a good look at Yamapi's face.
He only finds Yamapi still crunching annoyingly (a sound that never ceases to piss Jin off) on popcorn and is still staring at the wall blankly.
"Tomohisa," Jin calls and Yamapi just pops another kernel into his mouth.
"Yamashita," he snaps, turning his whole body around to get a good look at Yamapi. "Will you stop eating and talk to me already?" The male still doesn't react and Jin always did have a short fuse.
"Damn it, Pi! You keep doing this!" Jin picks up a random plushie from the floor and throws it at the younger male on his bed. "We're not kids anymore. You have got to stop giving me the silent treatment whenever you're pissed at me!"
Yamapi's glare almost causes Jin to lose his nerve.
"No, Pi," Jin snaps, his glare matching Yamapi's. "For once, you're going to have to say something and not stay silent for over half an hour."
Yamapi huffs, snatching the pillow he had been lying on and throws it at Jin's head. Jin ducks to avoid it and looks back up only to find Yamapi had moved in front of him. He leans forward against his hands which rest at Jin's sides. Jin arches back slightly, feeling his back ache from the uncomfortable position. Yamapi whispers softly with a tinge of darkness to it, "Do you really want to know what the problem is, Jin?" His breath mixes with Jin's and Jin takes in a deep breath unconsciously, inhaling all that is Yamapi.
"Yes," Jin murmurs. They lock eyes and the world freezes for Jin. All he can focus on is on the male in front of him, who is breathing on him and whose warm breath is tickling his nose. His eyes dart to focus on Yamapi's and he follows the line of his nose to his eyes which haven't blinked once and the thought causes Jin to blink. In that one second, Yamapi pounces, his lips press against Jin's and Jin falls back on the floor in shock.
Yamapi is persistent though and he presses against Jin's body as he leans forward, trying to keep their lips from separating. Jin's hands move to push the boy off of him, but when Yamapi's tongue pokes at his lips and Jin gasps in reaction, causing Yamapi to plunge his tongue into his mouth, his hands stop trying to push and instead are tugging at Yamapi to get closer.
They separate and Jin opens his eyes to find Yamapi still on top of him. He suddenly acutely aware of the fact that his hands are clutching at the front of Yamapi's shirt and Jin just blinks dumbly. "Um," he says after a long uncomfortable pause.
"That's my problem," Yamapi whispers, his eyes looking more vulnerable than Jin thinks he's ever seen them. "And I can't help it anymore." He moves to get up, but Jin doesn't let go. Instead, Jin tugs him forward and when Yamapi collapses against Jin's body, Jin throws his arms around the younger male.
"Then, don't worry about it any longer," Jin mutters into Yamapi's hair, his hands tangling in the black hair that he always found soft and was pleased to find that it actually was. "This is one thing that you definitely won't have to throw a tantrum over." When he feels Yamapi's hands gripping at Jin's shirt, Jin looks down to find Yamapi staring back at him. Jin flashes him a smile and the younger male snorts and rolls his eyes.
"I guess not," Yamapi says, leaning his head against Jin's chest and listening to the sound of his heart beat. "I guess not."

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Did I mention I love how my mind works?


HAAAAA~ Today's dream was weiiirrddd. I was dreaming of the guys in NewS!

I was restless from 2 till 6, but I still slept. Just a bit restless. Then after 6 I woke up to check if my laptop was still on and the ProDai ep 4 (yes I know it'sad that I'm left behind. It's already come to the 10th episode and I'm still dowloading the fourth.) was still downloading in BitComet. And the internet was still slow. *headdesk*

I went back to sleep, feeling more restless than I was before. Then I dreamt of NewS.

It started off when I was IMing someone. And then I looked up to see that I was at the outdoors. As always in my dreams, it was dark. Dark as in the day just broke. Everything looks gray and dull.
I found myself sitting on lush green grass of some unknown (most likely a chinese's house) and there were three dogs. Wait no, they were some sort of a weird mutation between a tiger and a dog but the three "dogs" were... HUUUGGEEE. Bigger than a me. And..taller too.

HAHAHAHA shiiiitt. I swear I almost screamed in my dream. Standing up slowly and I tiptoed away from the tigers slash dogs. And I was right. It was definitely chinese-owned. Cause you know... I saw those huge oriental pots between the pathway. And and...one of the togers slash dogs were following me. I freaked out. And and... it didn't attack. Instead it waited in front of the huge mahogany door which I was facing.

Someone opened the door and looked at the tiger, ignoring my presence behind the tiger slash dog and let it in the house. So I thought that it was their pet or whatever. I let mysekf in too since the woman looked a t me. Gah whatever.

They tiger slash dog was gone somewhere. I went to the kitchen and saw my mom... in pink. Bright ugly pink. *blanches*
She was...preparing something. Or baking, I don't remember. And and then the back door was open and I saw Keii Koyama and Kato Shigeaki. And I'm like WTF???!!! o.0

HAHHAHAHA naah, since it was a dream I always don't react at all. HAHAHAHAHA!!
Koyama saw me and he took a small step into the house whilst leaning against the doorframe.

For some reason... the whole scene went blurry and I went to this..place. A dark room only lowly lit by a single lighting bulb that was hung low. Or was it somewhere else. I think I was in a studio. And the guys in NewS were sitting around an oval table.

Yamapi; leaning on his seat. Keii; opposite to me; Me, in front of Koyama; Shige, beside Koyama; Ryo, standing around looking at everyone with a hard stare.

They knew I was there. Not sure how but they knew, Hey it's my dream I should know.

I was about to ask where Massu and Tesshi were but Ryo answered before I finished. "They're in Taiwan for the Golden Award."

I noticed that Keii had been staring at me for a long while. Yamapi was striking a conversation with me. And we talked excitedly. The topic? I... don't remember. *headdesk*

Shige was half-glaring half-staring at me as his eyes kept on darting from Koyama to me and back to Koyama. I was still clueless that time but I now know why. HAAAAAAA I just love how my mind works! I'm just gonna leave there! Cause if I continue I'd be talking more crap than I usually do in this blog!

BYW did I mention that I want the SUMMARY of Johnny's World 2004 DVD??
Yes I want it. Anyway I could buy it online? And where? TT.TT
Please help a famgirl in distress. Spread the love!

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JEEE you owe me one!


Ahhhh mouuu~ Today was slightly different than any other days during the holidays because....

Jee went to town and hung(?) out at my place~
(well we were suppose to be going out with some people, but we failed to find any.)
But things didn't worked out as planned. Instead of going out, Jee and I were stuck in my house from 10.30 AM till 12.13 PM. We took a couple of bad pictures using the mini tripod for the Sony T-100 and we posed badly. After that Jee went because she and her fourth brother had to visit their grandad who lives in Kampong Limau Manis as they haven't really seen him for a long long while since they moved. Jee and her bro were suppose to eat lunch there but didn't.
She told me that she last-minutely remembered that her other brother had a gathering. So they rushed off to KB. Ah well. I was very much looking forward to hang out with her. Fate seems to not like me these days.
First it was the fucken slow internet, the always-cut-off Canon Rock transferring, the gastric pains, the SLLOOWWWW internet, lost camera USB cable, shortage of money, Socio homework, boring holiday...and etc.
Siiigh. But today made a difference to what I've endured in the dull 8 days. For the first time in five or more days the internet was behaving! YE GADS! I wonder what happened in the afternoon. Or whatever it was that I've fixed.
*
I'm a JE fangirl. A noob. But I'm mostly into KAT-TUN and NewS recently. But that almost changed.
I knew that JE had a SUMMARY concert. But I was only interested in their backstage. And today, I've finally watched most of the SUMMARY concert 2004. The concert was OUTSTANDING!!
Seeing the synchronisation, choreography, acting and the men suspended in air by strings, was breathtaking. I absolutely loved the synchronisation. The effort you could feel emitted by the JE boys performing made me proud to be a JE fan. But, hah, thank god Arashi wasn't in the performance. These guys are hot but hopeless when it comes to dancing, thus synchronisation would a little off if they were in it.
But too bad Kanjani 8 wasn't there. But then if they were, Ryo and Uchi would be facing up to a whole lot of struugle since NewS is also performing. Siiigh.
HAH!! WTH am I doing? It's like I'm reviewing the whole thing! Tsk tsk tsk.
Point is I just couldn't stop squealing whenever there's a screenshot of Massu~ HAHAHAHAHHA I've replaying the part where you see Massu even the ones you barely see him in there but I'm his fan I should know.
Ah ah... ABC rocked too. No wonder they're called "Acrobatic Boys...something." Their acrobats were WHOA!!! THEY FUCKEN ROCKED!! THEY SOO FUCKEN ROCKED!!! HEEEEE!! A 720 degrees backflips is just.... is just... impossible!
Oh oh!! The stage were also spitting out water! Water around the round stage which is filled with hot sweaty men and boys. HAAAAA I hate Johnny for his ways for making us fangirls go pedo over these young innocent talented boys!!
Fuuuh~ I love I love I loooovveee~ Too bad it's not subbed.
KRISSY I KNOW YOU'RE OUT THERE!! GIVE ME YOUR MONEY SO I COULD BUY THE SUMMARY OF JOHNNY'S WORLD 2004 DVD!!!
YOU WERE THE ONE NAGGED ME TO WATCH IT! Now that I've watched it and you got me hooked, either you give me money or lend me your DVD so I could rip the perf. Yeah? Well you don't even know about this blog. Bleh.

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I bring more fluff! HUAHUAHUAAA!!


I had this floating around in my other laptop, and and I just love myself for making something sooo sickeningly sweet! >___<>

I think I drafted this around April then finished it off around... last month or a few days ago? Hmm I don't remember using my old laptop but oh well who cares.

Be aware that this is very too sweet of a fluff. So Zati, since I know that you reeallyyy dislike FLUFF I've spared you the pain of it by giving you a warning.

Reason why I'm posting stuffs here is because I wanted to deleted some things off the old laptop.

So, be warned. This is fluff. So run away if you hate it, specifically you, Zati.

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It was their first time to backdance to a Kinki Kids' song under a new unit. It was a grand day for everyone; the crew were rushing here and there, trying their best to prepare for such a great event. They cannot afford to fail.

Keiichiro Koyama stood amidst the commotion, later walking to and fro.

Occasionally, he danced out. He scratched his head upon forgetting a part. He was too absorbed of recalling that he bumped on someone. Water spilled, but luckily not on the person's shirt.

"G-g-gomen"

"Iie. Daijoubu."

"Shigeaki." Kei called the other's name.

"Yo." Shige nodded shortly then assessed the other's state."Hey, you're trembling."

"I-I-I know." Keiichiro hid his hands. He didn't want others to notice his frailty.

"It's okay. Everyone is tensed." The calm guy reassured and gave away a beam. Keiichiro was relieved, then reached out to him.

"Anou... this is a weird request but," Kei was blushing, but gulped and proceeded, "Can you please hold my hands for a while? Just to stop the shaking?"

Shigeaki, being obedient and helpful in his discreet ways, held Keiichiro's hand. The tremors subsided, and Kei was surprised of the faster relief. They walked to the centerstage upon seeing the Domoto singers stand on their marks, still with hands intertwined.

"Arigatou." Kei winked at him as Hironori stood beside him in preparation for their dance number.

Shige simply nodded and focused ahead, though he can still see his co-member through his peripheral vision. Kei wiped his hands at the back of his pants.


The announcer called their group name. KKKitty.

~`~`

Everyone noticed the confidence that Kei developed in himself as months - even years - passed. He became more outgoing, believing he shall try his best in everything he does. Even when he debuted as a NEWS member, he didn't forget the people who became a part of him, the juniors. He even volunteered to train the newbies. His mobile had numbers of literally EVERYONE in the jimusho, even the staff. He became very expressive of his love to others, particularly his other Johnny's Entertainment idols, but most especially to somehow who inspired him to be an improved man.

With each endeavor, Keiichiro had Shigeaki's hand on his all the way, giving him strength.

~`~`

"Shige! Shige!"

Kei shook the sleeping person so violently that the younger boy fell off his bed.

"UGH! KEI WHAT IS WRONG THIS TIME?!" Shige held his throbbing head. He really hates to be awakened in a middle of a good sleep.

"I had a bad dream." Kei pouted and when Shige looked closer, it was evident that Kei was scared.

"Hah?!" Shige's hearing was affected by his grogginess.

"I was being chased... by tomatoes."

Upon this line, the younger bolted to consciousness and rationality. Honestly, how can a dream involving tomatoes be so scary?! Shige was really pissed at Kei's immaturity and at that moment he had this impulse to throw him off the hotel window. Imagine waking him up because of some dumb, pointless dream!

Silence. Kei felt Shige's annoyance, still he tried... who knows?

"Ne, can I sleep here?"

"Like I have a choice?!" Shige grumbled as he moved to his left to give Kei space. Kei thanked him repeatedly and tucked himself under the covers. This time, Shige cannot sleep due to the disturbance. Instead, he watched as the older guy slept, still holding his hand. He is like a child. He smiled.

They slept with hands clasped together.

~`~`

Kei was about to take the last test that will determine his fate; whether he will graduate or repeat another semester. Shige was standing beside him as he walked over the bulletin board which indicated the rooms where each student will take the exam.

"You've eaten a full breakfast?"

"Hai."

"You slept for eight hours?"

"Hai."

"Listened to your record of notes this morning?"

"Hai."

"Remember my advice. Go with your first instincts, Kei. Intuition can't go wrong."

"Hai... d-demo..." Kei looked up and tried to remember something.

"I don't exactly remember the eight fundamental laws of supply and..."

Shige gripped Koyama's hand and looked straight in his eyes. "Ganbatte. I know you can do it." Moments of staring ensued then Koyama inhaled deeply.

"Because you said so, I can."

"Hai." Shige smiled.

"Jaa." Kei waved and walked to room 439"

~`~`

Minutes before their Chirarizumu performance in their Osaka concert, Koyama was, as always, nervous. It's his habit to hide in the washroom, wash his face and try his best to stop his hands from trembling by himself. But Shige beat him to the washroom, let him in and made him face him instead the mirror.

"I'm nervous."

"You always are. Since our debut." Shige smiled, then corrected, "No, wait. Since KKKitty started. J-friends even." Koyama pouted.

"You're making fun of me." He said sadly.

"Of course I'm not." Shige held his hand, the tenderness increasing in each time he does it. "For if I did, I would've given up on you WAY before."

The romantic air was steadily increasing. The two best friends lavished their solo time so well, until...

"Aww. I wish Massu will hold my hand oh-so firmly like that." Yuya opened the door so wide and taunted them. Kei made a face upon seeing that Pi and the others were also looking at them.

Shige shouted, "Stop barging in other peoples' lives, Tego!" to which the baby of the group ran away, hiding behind Massu.

This is the initial reason why Shige is pissed off with Yuya.

~`~`

It was raining very hard when they went home. They forgot the fact that there was a signal-two typhoon hitting Tokyo that day and went on with their shopping after Shige's review class for his law exam. They didn't bring any raingear so they ran as fast as they could under Shige's coat. The lightnings struck sharp against the rooftops and after each, there were loud thunders.

Kei was shouting everytime the thunder roared and Shige cringed as his friend did so.

"Goodness Kei, your screams are louder than the thunder! YAMERO!" Shige scolded in his ossan-style but Kei didn't heed him.

He continued screaming. Knowing what to do, Shige just clinged on the older's hand and remarked, "Kei, we're BOTH scared you know that. Can you at least be brave for me?!"

With that, Kei ran faster, with Shige's hand as a reminder that somehow - despite acting so cool - Shige also has fears which he shall try to wipe away in payment to the many favors he had given him.

~`~`

"Ne, do you think I'll do great in this episode?"

Kei looked away from the dresser mirror to face his friend who's lounging at a burgundy couch behind him.

"You always do great, Kei." Shige replied squarely as he stood in front of the mirror and fixed his red necktie and his purple and black striped pants. He tried his hat on, but later decided he won't wear it during his dance numbers that night.

"Do you really think I won't mess up with my lines?"

Kei acts like a child, and even he gave a positive answer, he cannot be satisfied... unless he does it with actions. Shige held both of his hands.

As expected, they were sweaty and trembling.

Shige instantly wondered if his text messages to Kei were actually enough to calm him down everytime he asks if he can host Shounen Club well, but he didn't mind that. What's important is the present.

They're here once again, trapped in their own force field, repelling any outside force... as if they're the only beings existing. Shige felt Kei's eyes on him, and he slowly looked up to confirm. In turn, Kei had this impulse to kiss his friend's forehead then and there. Their hearts seemed to skip a beat in such a situation. Suddenly...

"Two minutes before airtime!" The producer barged in without knocking and practically shouted at them. Realizing the intimacy, Shige let go and smiled bashfully.

"Ikimasu." he declared.

~`~`

They were walking at the sidewalks of at downtown Shibuya, planning their next activity for this day which is exclusively their own.

"Let's try another round of darts this time, Shige. Later, bowling!" He chuckled, "I swear I'll take you down this time."

As they strolled side by side, Shige held on Kei's hand and leaned on his shoulder."Eh? For what is that?" Kei wondered. "I'm not scared or something, Shige."

"Nothing. I just want to." With Shige smiling like that, Kei did not resist. They proceeded walking, feeling amused that their hands - and lives - intertwined so snugly and well.

- THE END -
I just LOVE myself! If only it wouldn't look weird if I'd hug myself! HAAA. There are some mistakes here and there, gramatical and vocabulary wise. But hell, who gives a fuckin' damn when I bring you this fluff!

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Bakanishi Jin smiles because he likes Yamapi.
Yamapi smiles because he knows Bakanishi Jin is thinking of stupid things again.

Jin thinks of stupid things like: fish, the road, and toes.
Yamapi thinks of intelligent things like: humans, the air, and minds.

Jin thinks Yamapi is sexy so he tells him so.
Yamapi thinks Jin is crazy, but he replies that he is humbled.

Jin wishes Yamapi would respond with a, ‘Ditto that.’
Yamapi wishes he could be less uptight.

Finally Nishikido Ryo gets sick of the two idiots.
Nishikido Ryo sets out to straighten everyone up (minus Hiroki Uchi since Ryo thinks he is already perfect.)

Jin looks at Yamapi.
Yamapi looks at Jin.

Ryo pushes open the door.
Uchi wanders in good naturally.

They all stare at one another.
One another stare back.

“Hi!” Bakanishi greets.
He waves. His eyes twinkle.“Yo,” Yamapi greets. He does not wave. His eyes droop (but not like Ryo’s.)

“Uchi,” says Ryo.
“Yes?” Asks Uchi.
“Do you know what’s wrong here?”
“What, Ryo?”
“These two idiots love each other but they’re both ruining their chance to be like us.”
“Like us?!” Uchi cries out. He feels his heartbeat accelerate.

Yamapi rolls his eyes. He stands up and pushes Ryo and Uchi out the door. He leans against the cold metal and looks at Jin. His eyes are serious.

“Akanishi Jin, I love you.”






“Jin? Bakanishi? Where are you? Hey, what are you doing with paper? You know how to write? Let me see!”

“No, meanie!”

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I just felt in the Pin lovin' mood~ GOD I love these two guys~

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