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I cried "corn beef" in a demonic voice in front of people I'd just met. If that tells you anything about me...
Other than that, the name is Nabilah Johari who goes by her days embarrassing friends with her shameless antics.
[Personality Test] Sexy, Powerful and Bold?


Your Personality Profile

You are sexy, powerful, and bold.
You're full of passion and energy...
Sometimes this passion has a dark side.

You feel most alive when you're seducing someone.
You never fail to get someone's attention.
Quick minded, you're also quick to lose your temper!
The World's Shortest Personality Test
Yeeaahhh. But "sexy, powerful and bold"? Right. Oh goooddd.... I am sooo bored! I couldn't even concentrate on the pile of Sociology notes that's lying beside my lap! So I hunted for personality tests and voila! This is it. Short though. But it appealed to me at that moment.

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Imperfect, unfinished and plain ugly


I seriously can't get enough of PIN~ YamaPi + Jin = rabu rabu
Siiigh. This one is a draft, so it ain't finished. It is finished baru tadi. But I don't think the ending is good. I suck at it. I suck at description. I can't even write a good kissing scene!

Ah well. Title is... unknown. Ah yeah, I suck at making titles too. I'm a failure~! And it's rated um, I don't know how to rate too! *emos somewhere* But it has rough Pi and a clueless Jin(as always). And Pi dominates!

TONIGHT WE WILL DINE IN HELL!!!!
Err that was just plain random. Couldn't think of anything better to end an introduction.
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"YES!" 14-year-old Akanishi Jin cheers as he watches the last basketball fall into the hoop flawlessly. He turns to his best friend who is currently pouting, a basketball still in his hands. "I win again," he says, smirking at the younger boy. He walks over to the stand next to it and picks out a stuffed animal (a panda) and adds it to his bulging bag of prizes he had won that entire day. It must be my lucky day, he thinks as he lugs the bag home with him, walking alongside a quiet Yamashita Tomohisa.
Jin animatedly recounts most of the day's games, his voice not hiding the excitement he was feeling from having won so much in one day when usually he's the loser at the end of these games. Beside him though, Yamapi has not said a single word in reply.
"Pi?" Jin asks, when he realizes that the boy appears lost in his thoughts.
"Hmm?" Yamapi grunts out, his hands stuffed in his pockets and his head staring down at the ground. He looks up, his eyes slightly dulled over and Jin frowns.
"Ne," he says, stopping in his tracks and rummaging through his bag.
"Jin, what are you doing?" Yamapi asks, his voice curious as he stops beside his best friend.
Jin finally finds what he's been looking for and picks out a plushie of Tuxedo Mask. "Ne, you can have this! I know you think he's cool and all and well, I have too much already."
Yamapi stares at the plushie in front of him and then looks into Jin's anxious face. However, the reaction from the younger boy isn't exactly what Jin is expecting. He glares at Jin as he snaps, "Taking pity on me? Just because I lost today doesn't mean you have to act as though I'm so pathetic I'll take the scraps from my best friend."
"Wha?" Jin starts, his heart pounding as he watches Yamapi's glare get darker. "That's not-" he starts, but is cut off.
"I don't need to take this from you," he snips, turns on his heel and then dashes away, leaving Jin frozen in his spot with his arm still outstretched and the plushie in his hand.
Jin's shoulders droop as he puts the plushie back into the bag and lifts his bag up and clutches it to himself. He hadn't meant it like that, not in the least. He had just thought he'd do a nice thing, like whenever Yamapi won, he'd always give one of the prizes to Jin and thought he could finally do the same. He trudges all the way home, kicking rocks and little puppies alike, minus the puppies, of course.
He enters the house, muttering out a weak "Tadaima" and rushes up into his room to avoid any questions from his mom. He can hear a faint "Jin!" coming from his mom, but he promptly ignores it.
Throwing open the door to his room, he expects to be able to toss the bag aside and just flop onto his bed, but he's extremely mistaken when he finds Yamapi sitting on top of his bed, staring at a spot on his wall while eating some popcorn from a bowl on his lap. Jin promptly drops the bag in front of him.
Jin stares for a long minute, blinking and then goes "Pi?" a second later. The younger boy doesn't react to the comment at all, and Jin knows that he's just being stubborn again. The older boy sighs, moving to pick up the bag and tossing all the fallen plushies back into it.
Crunch. Crunch.
Looking up, Jin sees Yamapi casually plopping in the popcorn into his mouth like this is nothing and that he's not in Jin's room, getting on Jin's nerves with his little silent act.
Crunch. Crunch-crunch-crunch.
Jin manages to put the bag aside without attacking Yamapi at the irritating sound of crunching popcorn in his mouth, but when he goes "Pi?" a second time and Yamapi doesn't react, he snaps. He moves to grab the bowl, his hands tugging on one end of the bowl.
Quickly, the fury in Yamapi's eyes comes back as his hands automatically move to take it back. The two struggle a little with the bowl, making it into a mini-tug of war battle when the bowl slips from both their hands and lands all over Jin's bed. The buttered-popcorn scatters onto his sheets and onto the floor and the two stare at each other for a long minute.
"Now look at what you did!" They snap at the same time, identical glares on both of their faces. Jin grunts a little, lying back on the rug in his room and he tries desperately to hold himself back from strangling the younger boy.
Yamapi grunts in reply, falling back onto Jin's bed and ignoring the crunch of the popcorn beneath him when his body hit the bed.
It's silent between the two for a long while, to the point that Jin could've sworn that at least half an hour passed without any dialogue being shared between them.
"I'm sorry," Yamapi mutters out, breaking their silence and then he leans over to his side and still not looking at Jin at all.
Jin sits up abruptly, not sure if he was hearing things or not. "Wait, what?"
Yamapi purposely keeps away from Jin's gaze, trying to look at any spot other than his eyes and mutters again, albeit a little louder this time, "I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry; I can't hear you." Jin snaps, crawling over to his bed and trying to get closer to Yamapi.
This time, Yamapi turns his head and faces Jin, eyes on eyes. "I'm. Sorry," he repeats, this time loud and clear.
Jin stares and then a smile grows on his face. "It's okay, Pi." He turns over, leaning back on the side of his bed. "You're a sore loser, I understand."
Yamapi growls behind him, "I am not!" he exclaims, smacking Jin in the head with one of his pillows.
Jin is laughing when he falls back against the floor, ignoring, as Yamapi did, the crunching of the popcorn underneath him. "Who'd've thought you'd be such a brat when you lost?"
Yamapi huffs, "Shut up." He moves to lie beside Jin and the two lay next to each other, the silence in the room more comfortable than it had been in a long while.
"...Still want that plushie?" Jin asks, one arm behind his head.
A pillow smacks him on the face in reply. "Not Tuxedo Mask, baka. I never said he was cool," Yamapi snaps with a roll of his eyes.
"Ahhh, must be mixing you up with someone else." Jin leans over to his side so he can look at Yamapi and the younger boy moves to do the same. "But you can definitely take any one that you want."
Yamapi's smile is comforting to him. "Thanks, Jin. I appreciate it."
Jin smiles back, "No problem."
The smile changes to a wicked grin as Yamapi says, "But next time, I won't have to take one of your plushies because I'll be winning my own and you'll be the one asking one from me."
Jin hits Yamapi in the face with the pillow and the two collapse on the floor in laughter.
*
"Akanishi-kun!" A girl's voice coos as he walks down the street with his best friend.
Jin, now at the ripe age of 21, flashes her one of his best smiles, giving her a small wave as well, and she turns to her friend, squealing in excitement. A block later, it happens again. Only this time, it's two girls and this time, Jin actually knows them. He can hear Yamapi "tsk" and can just see the male rolling his eyes as he listens to Jin flirt with the girls. It's a common enough occurence for Jin that he's surprised when Yamapi curtly excuses himself and heads off without giving Jin any heed.
Jin stares at Yamapi's departing back, biting at his lip as he looked from the girls to Yamapi, then back to the girls. "Yamapi!" he calls out, but the boy doesn't turn around. Jin's eyebrows furrows together as he continues to stare at Yamapi walking away. He turns to the girls, his face with apology written all over it, "Sorry, I should go see what's the matter. See you tomorrow?" He runs off before hearing their apology, but he's sure they'll agree. (He was Akanishi Jin, after all.)
By the time that Jin has caught up to Yamapi, the male's already inside of Jin's house, sitting on his bed... With popcorn in his lap. Jin blinks for a second and then tries to keep calm, assuring himself that this does not mean what he thinks it means. (And how'd he get there so quickly and cook popcorn? Did he have some hidden supply somewhere that Jin just didn't know about?)
"You know, I could definitely hook you up with one of the girls," Jin says casually, tossing his back-pack wherever and throwing himself against the floor, leaning against one of the sides of the bed. "I know you have a thing for girls with big breasts, and you have to admit that Sakura does have them. I'm sure she'd jump at the chance to date the famous Yamashita Tomohisa." Jin leans back on his elbows and tilts his head back far enough so he can get a good look at Yamapi's face.
He only finds Yamapi still crunching annoyingly (a sound that never ceases to piss Jin off) on popcorn and is still staring at the wall blankly.
"Tomohisa," Jin calls and Yamapi just pops another kernel into his mouth.
"Yamashita," he snaps, turning his whole body around to get a good look at Yamapi. "Will you stop eating and talk to me already?" The male still doesn't react and Jin always did have a short fuse.
"Damn it, Pi! You keep doing this!" Jin picks up a random plushie from the floor and throws it at the younger male on his bed. "We're not kids anymore. You have got to stop giving me the silent treatment whenever you're pissed at me!"
Yamapi's glare almost causes Jin to lose his nerve.
"No, Pi," Jin snaps, his glare matching Yamapi's. "For once, you're going to have to say something and not stay silent for over half an hour."
Yamapi huffs, snatching the pillow he had been lying on and throws it at Jin's head. Jin ducks to avoid it and looks back up only to find Yamapi had moved in front of him. He leans forward against his hands which rest at Jin's sides. Jin arches back slightly, feeling his back ache from the uncomfortable position. Yamapi whispers softly with a tinge of darkness to it, "Do you really want to know what the problem is, Jin?" His breath mixes with Jin's and Jin takes in a deep breath unconsciously, inhaling all that is Yamapi.
"Yes," Jin murmurs. They lock eyes and the world freezes for Jin. All he can focus on is on the male in front of him, who is breathing on him and whose warm breath is tickling his nose. His eyes dart to focus on Yamapi's and he follows the line of his nose to his eyes which haven't blinked once and the thought causes Jin to blink. In that one second, Yamapi pounces, his lips press against Jin's and Jin falls back on the floor in shock.
Yamapi is persistent though and he presses against Jin's body as he leans forward, trying to keep their lips from separating. Jin's hands move to push the boy off of him, but when Yamapi's tongue pokes at his lips and Jin gasps in reaction, causing Yamapi to plunge his tongue into his mouth, his hands stop trying to push and instead are tugging at Yamapi to get closer.
They separate and Jin opens his eyes to find Yamapi still on top of him. He suddenly acutely aware of the fact that his hands are clutching at the front of Yamapi's shirt and Jin just blinks dumbly. "Um," he says after a long uncomfortable pause.
"That's my problem," Yamapi whispers, his eyes looking more vulnerable than Jin thinks he's ever seen them. "And I can't help it anymore." He moves to get up, but Jin doesn't let go. Instead, Jin tugs him forward and when Yamapi collapses against Jin's body, Jin throws his arms around the younger male.
"Then, don't worry about it any longer," Jin mutters into Yamapi's hair, his hands tangling in the black hair that he always found soft and was pleased to find that it actually was. "This is one thing that you definitely won't have to throw a tantrum over." When he feels Yamapi's hands gripping at Jin's shirt, Jin looks down to find Yamapi staring back at him. Jin flashes him a smile and the younger male snorts and rolls his eyes.
"I guess not," Yamapi says, leaning his head against Jin's chest and listening to the sound of his heart beat. "I guess not."

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PIN


Bakanishi Jin smiles because he likes Yamapi.
Yamapi smiles because he knows Bakanishi Jin is thinking of stupid things again.

Jin thinks of stupid things like: fish, the road, and toes.
Yamapi thinks of intelligent things like: humans, the air, and minds.

Jin thinks Yamapi is sexy so he tells him so.
Yamapi thinks Jin is crazy, but he replies that he is humbled.

Jin wishes Yamapi would respond with a, ‘Ditto that.’
Yamapi wishes he could be less uptight.

Finally Nishikido Ryo gets sick of the two idiots.
Nishikido Ryo sets out to straighten everyone up (minus Hiroki Uchi since Ryo thinks he is already perfect.)

Jin looks at Yamapi.
Yamapi looks at Jin.

Ryo pushes open the door.
Uchi wanders in good naturally.

They all stare at one another.
One another stare back.

“Hi!” Bakanishi greets.
He waves. His eyes twinkle.“Yo,” Yamapi greets. He does not wave. His eyes droop (but not like Ryo’s.)

“Uchi,” says Ryo.
“Yes?” Asks Uchi.
“Do you know what’s wrong here?”
“What, Ryo?”
“These two idiots love each other but they’re both ruining their chance to be like us.”
“Like us?!” Uchi cries out. He feels his heartbeat accelerate.

Yamapi rolls his eyes. He stands up and pushes Ryo and Uchi out the door. He leans against the cold metal and looks at Jin. His eyes are serious.

“Akanishi Jin, I love you.”






“Jin? Bakanishi? Where are you? Hey, what are you doing with paper? You know how to write? Let me see!”

“No, meanie!”

*

I just felt in the Pin lovin' mood~ GOD I love these two guys~

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I'm in the mood to write fics~ Throw me some ideas!


KoyaShige (a very short drabble)

K : “Why do people think I’m the stupid one in our relationship?”

S : “Because it’s true”

K : “No it isn’t! You are stupider than me”

S : “There is no such word as ‘stupider’, so clearly you're the stupid one.”

K : “Are you questioning my stupidity?”

S : “You said ‘my stupidity’, that means you agree that you are stupid, having said you possess stupidity.”

K : “Arghh…you’re so mean.”

S : “And you love me for it.”


(Like or not? Tell, tell kplzthx.)

*

It began again...
My indecisiveness.

After lunch, I had no class. Socio was cancelled for the day 'cause the relief wanted a break from teaching four classes in a single day. I can understand that. I can relate how he feels to what I feel when I do my homeworks in less than 6 hours. HAH.

*

OMFG!!! OH MY FCUKING GOOODD!!! JIN'S COMING BACK!!! AKANISHI JIN IS BACK TO JAPAN!!!!

PRESS CONFERENCE!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
JINNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!

WE MISS YOU!!! I MISS YOU!!! FUUUCCKKK!!! I LOVE YOUU TO BITS!!! OMFG!!! I CRIED WHEN I SAW THE NEWS!!!! SHITT!!! AAHHHH!!!! JIIINNNN!!!!

source : http://www.wretch.cc/blog/luvjin&article_id=12381119 (if you can read japanese, please gimme a translation~ You can give it to me through the comment thing!)

omfg!!! IM CRYING SO HARD RIGHT NOW!!! TODAY IS EXTREEEMEELLYY THE BEST DAY EVER!!!! BYFAR!!! OH MY GOD... OH MY GODD... OH..MY..GOD...

*wipes off tears* oh my god. I missed you Jin. So much! >___<>

OKAERI, JIN!

OH MY GOOODD!!! I NEED TO STOP CRYING RIGHT NOW!!! *wipes off tears* oh god, i love you jin!!!!!!!!

*

Cough sorry about that. I just had to put that down. Nyeh. :p

So since the sociology class was cancelled, I went to GDL's place. Errh then I spent an hour of it doing Zimah's Maths hw 'cause I'm her "saviour". HAHA. The others were busy complaining and whining about the lateness of the Nasi Katok Fakhri usually brings. HAH!

Funneh.

While some complained of the late food arrival some took pictures of the GDLs. Like shiiiit. I saw one picture of myself Fiza took I went 'Ohh. Emm. Gee.'.

'Cause in the picture it looked like Popeye's face! Eeeergghhh... Weird. Must be the crappy camera of Fiza's. HAHA. Just kiddin'.

Not only Fiza had abused her camera, Iznie's and Azzah's were abused too with their vanity and ever-coming inspirations of a cool picture. Then the Nasi Katok Mush and Azzah had been awaiting for had arrived in the midst of their vain moment.

Maaan... It smelt gooood. The Nasi Katok kinda looked good 'cause I didn't look at it much since I was busy doing Zimah's hw in less than an hour. I finished it. So I rocked~!!

After the others went for their classes it was only me, Iyan and...yeah, just us two. We were made to protect the others' punya barang with all our souls and life. Uhuh....

I had nothing to do that time so I ate the three chocolates I got from Yee Ping. Nyyuummm~ My fav was the squaresque one with purple wrapping. Che. I don't have a picture of it. I'd post it if I do.

Then Sa'aadah came and...we talked. Amidst the conversation it stuck me...

The MP/Prefect applicaion interview thingie thing was deadlined today.
With that, I became from a laughing prankster who kept on flipping Sa'aadah's skirt to a one whole bunch of nervouswreck..ness.

I had the pendrive which has the CV. I just needed to print it out. So I spent half an hour to decide whether to apply or not. I ended up going for it. All thanks to Mush. For some reason, we started talking and joke around with each other just yesterday. Nyeh. He's a nice and funny dude.

From 1.30 til 2pm I was panicking whether to go for it then from 2 til 2.15 I panicked on another thing - where and how to print my CV - then thank thy stars Mar was there to save the day~ She had a library card 'cause I just knew that you need a library card to use the three PCs lying in front of the counter. I used C2. The one for 'typing and printing'. And I printed it! Yaay~

Then Mush came in and wanted to use the computer but I suspect that he didn't have a library card.

So yeah. I paid $0.50 for one print.

Mush didn't have his CV, but he said they can interview you sans the CV. So around 3ish Mush and I went to the auditorium. And shiiit. My heart was pounding like it was about to burst out of chest!! I knew ZB was there. And I was fully aware that Manhunt was there!

Of course I had a nervous breakdown, almost. Yeah. Oh and I was the only FEMALE student in there if I wasn't mistaken. But I thank the prefects and some MPs, they tried to loosen me up by giving me food! Well I didn't though. Mush did take Mr. Pringles from this prefect. I just took it from him.

Then after waiting for the PRO prefs inteviewer, they came with food still in their mouths!! HAHAHA. I had food in my mouth too! They asked me stuff and i answered them. They told after the interview that whatever that hppened INSIDE the audi were prohibitedly confidential. HAHA. Like people cared.

I told people. And I'm telling you. Well some parts. Do ask the whole story if you wanna.

I went out the area and found Mush sitting there with the other prefects. He said that his turn would be lama lagi. Don't know why. So I left...with emotions I couldn't hold in. I felt happy. I felt...hyper. Maybe it was because it was raining. It always does that to me. And I like that.

So I ended up being hyper with Fakhri, talking and laughing like a girl on crack with Zimah, Munir, Iyan and Sa'aadah, singing along to the song Munir had on which was Lions sleep tonight. Cmon you HAVE to know this song!

Then Zimah left early... TT.TT
But she came back...with her brother. Who I will not detail any further.

They were in a rush. To the audi. Everyone's like huuuuhh? and then it clicked to us all.

Brother + serious face + strutting + Zimah hurrying along + audi = MP/Pref application.

Like duuuh. I hope she's signing up for PRO. I don't wanna be alone~!!

Then...
I went home...
under the rain...
For some reason made me happy...

Yeah, I'm an odd gal...
Bye~

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