Hey there,
Do you know that I'm kinda worried for you. Ever since Tuesday you seem lifeless and quiet. Quiet doesn't really apply to your arrogant attitude. Despite the fact that I didn't like it one bit, something in me kept on nagging the why you are not yourself now.
Your special ability, your sixth sense I know about it. I also know it's the Hungry Ghost Festival week, is it because of them? Is it because you see them and they see you and now kept on haunting you in your dreams?
Tell me. I don't really mind if you suddenly pop out of nowhere and talk about whatever that is bothering you. I beg you, please tell me. Whatever that has been bothering you I want to know.
That day, the last time I saw you without a sound I sense your discomfort. You didn't respond much and just did your work like any other diligent student that you are not. Hah. Oh god, don't be like this. I don't want to worry so much.
You don't know this neither did anybody else. But every day, every morning, every school day by the window I'd lean against the wall making my presence as little as possible, expecting you to pass by. Every day, every morning, every school day as more days pass, my heart thump for you harder and harder.
But now the small of your back is what I see, not your face. But I am thankful that I still see you, rather than not at all.
Now I hope to see your smile again, either devious or a sneer, I would not mind. I only wanted to see your real self again. Not the quiet reserved you. I want to see you back again even if it means I'd see your scowling face at me, glaring down at me. I don't mind as long as I see you back again.
Soo yeah. Too much emotions laden in there. With the downside done, on with the good news!
Just this afternoon, this wonderful wonderful afternoon, I saw Fray on the way to the canteen. Actually I wanted to "accidentally" bump onto him but for some reason the girl with the penis someone called out for him about his AS. I didn't mind, really. 'Cause I could see his soft fluffy hair and his height.
Haa~ I walked past him and continued my way to the canteen and bought my all time favourite drink 100 Plus. On the way, past the green notice board I saw him heading my way, but I looked soo cawiee with my wet baju kurung and tudong, all thanks to the spilt 100 Plus.
Initially I looked down, scrubbing the remnants of the isotonic drink then looked up to see him looking at me and without myself realising, I posed a smile to him. I did not expect anything back however he smiled back to me. Oh god~ I was high and on top of the waves, in the moon or whatever metaphors that could explain this joy I feel.
I had to bite my cheek to prevent myself from grinning like an idiot in front of the library and only loosing myself when I hid behind one of the pillars. I was all gushy and melty and fluttery. Ah~ I couldn't care less of what I'm typing now.
>_____________________________________< Thank you, Fray.
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