To Ma,


I know I've been acting selfish and well, generally a nuisance, and you know that I can be like dad... y'know, all cold and submissive. We don't really tell what we think or feel but as a fact I love you.

And I'm sorry for being such a bitch to you. And please forgive me for all those angry notes that's been directed to you all those past years. You've been there to listen to me even if you put up the most annoying uncaring face ever I'd scratch you but it's your birthday and you're my mom I shouldn't. :)

For you I try to be the best. To be your child that you could be proud of, that you can hold your head high and say, 'That's my daughter there' or in a more direct trasnlation, 'Tuu anak ku tu'. I'm sorry.

Happy nth birthday. And no I don't remember how old you are now because mama tua udah. HAHAHA awu wah jk.

ps
oh yeah, you don't remember today's your birthday. HAHA ketara makin tua. Eeee awu baaaahhhh main2 saja :P





To Aqil;


I love annoying you. Nuff said. I live to annoy you by changing channel 611 to 615 because ch611 is your favourite channel and 615 is my favourite channel, and I'm taller. HA!

You've just turned four three days ago. I'm proud that you don't go vomitting around town with your half-digested food and milk. Ugh. Now you're growing older, speak more clearly. Half of the time I don't get what you're saying. And 'leler' is not 'leher' for god's sake. HAHA qil, you be receivin' some sisterly lovin' ere.

You'll get your gift soon.... once I find out what you want exactly. :D


- your only daughter and sister.

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