this was no chicken. this was evil manifest.

I cried "corn beef" in a demonic voice in front of people I'd just met. If that tells you anything about me...
Other than that, the name is Nabilah Johari who goes by her days embarrassing friends with her shameless antics.

audition in less than 12 hours

Friday, November 23, 2007 11:12 PM

Oh, for the love of GOD I'm a nervous wreck. Grrrreeaaaaat.

Yesterday Zimah brought me a semi-shocking news which brought me to Miss Yong who bore a bigger, more shocking news.

My brain's gears stopped as if it rusted after years of excessive usage which is truly false in many mannyyy -- I'm spewing out crap because I'm nervous okay!

Even hip thrusting, men in communal showers, shiny manflesh and many many skin touching can't take my mind off it. I am in deep shit, and I am fretting. A cool kid like me don't fret about things -- (gets bricked by BLODDERS) Fiiiine, I ain't no cool kid from the street who wears those nigga blingin' bling.

I've practiced a bit but everytime I start I giggle, and it comes more worse when I get to say "sometimes God mixes up people." and that was barely half of the lines! Deep shit, I tell ya.

But then Zati made me remember about Miss Yong when she said "if you are still interested", so I have the choice of going for the audition ot not. Seeing that I giggle now and then, I'm thinking of bailing out.

Oh well.

Oh fucking well.

Oh, and I bought a new pair of glasses hours ago given that my incompatible specs is well, incompatible I thought I should ask mom to make a new one.

Along the way we had lunch at Casbah and the food was so-so. Mom had Chicken Kebab with rice while I had Fish Kebab with rice, regardless of the different, uh, different something they tasted the same. Except that my plate was better than what mom had.

So here I am wasting my half of my dayoff watching SKINS till episode 5 so far. Can't wait till episode 6! And good god I love Sid being oblivious and Cassie being her weird eating disorder cute way. So lovable.

Hating Tony despite his good charming looks, hating Michelle for being a whore, Jal for being... Jal and Chris for being one fucked up irresponsible druggie. Haven't seen one of MAXXIE <3>

Very controversial the show. All the more reason why I should love it.

Aaaand I should be going. Need to practice not to laugh at every sentence I utter. It's insane I tell you. I'm insane!

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