Today like yesterday was one of the not-so productive days. And just like yesterday I'm stuck in my granmama's house - with some of my close cousins. There's like thirtyish of them and I don't wanna play with them. Reason why? Well it's mostly something masochism-related.
And also they're all guys. It's only me and my other cousin who're the girls. It sucks.Nyeh. I hate my guy cousins. They tend to push the girls away from their so-called "manly man's man" world. Like fuck off, you immature bitches who can't even compete against me in boxing. Fuck. Off.Yeah well yesterday I wasted time by sleeping in a secluded corner of their other living room they rarely use; my granma and her family who lives with her under the same roof. It was chilly but uncomfortable since the couch I was sleeping in was lumpy, old and it stinks. But ah well listening to some songs while trying to sleep was a good way to ignore the downside of the couch.That was yesterday. But today, I'm in a room which used to be my dad's room when he was still younger. It's hot. When I mean hot, it's scccoorrching hot in here even moving in the slightest and lightese motion sets you to break some sweat. Ceh. But still I'm typing. Fuck it. I wanted to play darts. The dart board is in front of me. Buuuuttt... moving around actually takes a lot of energy. Geh. I wonder HOW my dad used to cope with the heat here. Fuuuh.
So it's 3.25 pm right now and there's only a few more minutes till I change my clothes. We're going to the airport to send our granma off. She's umrah-ing. Yeeaahhh. I wanted to watch Ocean's Thirteen right now! Gehhh. Brad Pitt.Dammit. I hate this. I'm gonna end this for now then continue later. I need to cool off my body. BYE~Yeaahh. I'm back again. And my granma who's spose to be on her way to Arab is still here since her flight was delayed, at teh last minute. Gah. How I hate airports. Soo we were all prepared to go to the airport and then when all of us were about to shut the cars' doors, my uncle just called out that the flight has been postponed to 11.30pm. Ah fuck. What a waste of time.I could be at the Mall cineplex right then and watch Ocean's Thirteen. Fuck fuck fuck. BAIIEEE.So from 4.30 till 6 my cousins and I wasted time. We went on my cousin's new car and spent time in their house and played with her toitoses. Shibby.Then went back here and... be bored. Again. De ja vu. Fuck. I hate de ja vus.Yeah I know I'm being a bit pissy right now. But who the hell cares now. No one.And yeah right now I'm talking crap for this useless entry right now.
FUCK.
So right now I have to wait for another... seven hours. Hoorah. Yes her flight's in the UNgodly hour of the morning. At one AM. Foooooook. >_________< Baie. I'm sticky, sweaty, cranky, tired, sleepy, hungry, thirsty, HUNGRY, pissed off and kusut. And I want Mizan and Jie Ming and er... just the two of them. They've been playing in my mind recently. Is that a good thing? Ah well. Maybe it is. So yeah... yeah. I'm out of words to convey how I'm feeling and thinking right now.
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