PMS.
Today wasn't much.But hey at least "Dean" got off my back that morning. He was busy talking with his circle of friends.JM was as usual doing his homework in class, totally ignoring his surroundings.*EAS. We once again did another apple advert. It got more annoying one after another apple advert. We had a temporary seat change for a few minutes for the teacher to see how it'll go BUT those annoying chinese group were being a stubborn prick and didn't budge their ugly asses.'Naah. We don't wanna move~ :]''Yaay~ we don't have to move~!'Like fuck off brats. And you get the privelege to see Mr. Middle Finger from me. :)Then during the teacher was sending one of her students to the hospital Zimah had to antar this paper to uh.. oh god I forgot her name. OH!! AMIRA!! Yeah, Amira. And I followed her. Then I just discovered something new.Manhunt's PS block is 1. HEEE. :D Saw him during that time. Was sitting on the V-bench. with his girlfriend. fuck. But no matter. I saw him and that's good enough for me.Socio. Shut up. I hate Socio. I just knew after EAS that we have another Socio after yesterday. Like fuck. Paper 2. So I had to cramp alllll the fcuking Socio things into my mind.So throughout the whole tets I threw in random and nonsensical answers in the answers. Then when it was almost in the end I slooowlly put my head down on the table and stare yonder nothingness, gradually slept.Break. Spent with no one particular. But I did see "Dean" and jerkface. Jerkface called me a bitch OUT OF THE BLUES!! Like was he picking up a fight with an already piqued and in the verge of killing me? Fuck you, bitch.PS. Jerkface was there. Fuck you. Then spent around Zimah, Mush, Iznie(I think), Sabrina, Ainaa and Yazid. But I was more concentrating on doing my Maths homework. Zimah was spose to do hers but knowing her, she would rather play her newly D/L-ed CS game in her laptop. Siiigh.Lunch. Had a bland hotdog. Ew.But...this hot guy who is unfortunately friends with jerkface was at the stall. I was there too. At first he was across then a second later we literally brushed our shoulders for god's sake~ Hmmm that made my day slightly less pissed.Hmm... that brief moment when our shoulders grazed I daydreamed that my camera would somehow slip from my wrist. But then he would catch it before it falls. Then our eyes locked. Pffffft. Apakaaaan... Liek that's gonna happen.Then saw "Si Songkok". He was always in my view. The clearest of them all. *grins* Then went to the dining with Sa'aadah to catch a glimpse of JM but failed. And Sa'aadah finally showed me her eyecandy and turns out that it was speaker eyecandy~ HA! 'Tis a small world.Maths. Was being slightly piqued. For some reason I avoided people. Wen in class late, with a pissed off face. Slammed all my things on the table so everyone looked at me. FTW. It's not a rare occurence! Stop staring at me!
After school. Mostly moved around alone. From DL to the library to the toilet. I stayed at DL then saw jerkface with "Si Songkok"(oh btw he's also a friend of jerkface! X[). He was once again standing around rather closely to the GDLs place.Me, Mush, Fakhri and Zimah threw aluminium foil ball at each other to kill the boredom. Then that wasn't enough we threw around Zimah's phone. But extra carefully. Then not only I made a foool of myself in front of jerkface's friend, I lso made a fool of myself in front of "Si Songkok". Damn that ball for going into the longkang.Then took more pictures of the people eating McD. Gaaahh... I want one. But naah. Then took more pictures of the clouds and rose buds.At almost 4 two of the GDLs came with personal problems. Siiigh. Dzar cried. Wardah was PMS-ing and pissed cause of this dude. Then I stood around some more then went home.*I don't like him anymore.I don't want to get hurt anymore or spazz out whenevr I see himI don't adore himI don't idolise himFrom this dayI will think of him asnot a friendor an enemybut just a stranger that I see passing byI don't know himHe doesn't know meI don't acknowledge himas he does to meI guess that's fair in currently distraught mindI don't know you so you won't leave me a single trace of hurt in me.I don't know you so I could find some peace.I don't know you so let's make this clear......that you don't have to hide.It hurts me when knowing that you hide from me.And I wanted to hate you more. But that'd make me even more rendered.I will forget those embarasing memories.I will keep them locke away inside the deepest darkest cornerwhere all the pain, anger, hatred, sadness I used to hold against youis kept.You are a strangerand I don't know you.
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