I am in a shitty mood. Full stop.Why? Well let me tell you why...Firstly, *thinks* Shit. Now I can't remember.Anyway. I had nothing to do in the morn except staying at my granmama's place for a while 'cause dad wants to clean the A/C of my gran's room. She's sick. So she needs a fresh breath of airconditioned... air..? Okay, whatever. I know my english sucks big right now but hell, who cares.Ah yes, now I remember. I was pissed because I haven't eaten breakfast since I woke up and by the time I even put food into my mouth today was at 12.30 pm!! Siigh. I'm sorry for being a bitch that time.Then my mom, bro, cousins and I went to watch the latest and most-talked Malay horror movie, Jangan Pandang Belakang. Like shit, the movie was fcukin' scary from the start till the end!! If you're reading this and haven't watched it, WATCH IT!!After the movie we hung out in the Arcade while mom hunts for food.I seriously think that my cousin likes me in that way. 'Cause when I was in the K-box I always see him passing by my k-box and flashing that cute smile at me. HAHA.Someone once told me that I was a player. I don't recall why though but it had something to do with playing with others' feelings. Anyway another time I saw him passing by, I invited him in the k-box with me and offered him to karaoke with me. He cutely declined and sat beside me quietly.While I was karaoke-ing I knew other guys were looking through the circle thing in every k-boxes have. My cousin saw a bunch of pervy guys cat-calling me -_-" and I saw WITH MY OWN TWO EYES that he glared at them! AHHAHA OMG!! I pretended to not see that and went along singing OFF-PITCHED.After the song ended I was reeaalllyyy tired I wanted to sleep THERE. There wasn't any comfortable thing to sleep on so, since my cousin who I will remain him as an anonymous was the closest thing next to me, I lay my head on his shoulders.He flinched away but I said 'Give me back your shouuulldddeerrr... I neeeddd your friickkinnnn shhouuldddeerr...!! I'm soo sleeppyy!!' As a gentleman, he did. (Awww)We stayed there for minutes, then I REALLY fell asleep. I almost fell to the floor. HAHAHA. Then the perv guys were laughing their oogly asses off. BOO YOU!!!Heh. Then a guy friend of mine passed by and I was pouting 'cause I saw this guy with the EXACT same hairstyle as YamaPi in NWP. Chheeh... I pouted. Then that guy friend knocked on the door and I turned to see him STILL with the pout. He made a *ew* kissy kissy *ew* face to me!! Eerrgghh... And guess what, my cousin had a hurt look on his face when I turned back to him! So I was like 'Why?'. He shook his head and said 'Nothing.'So from then on I found it to be... cute.Thus I know that I need to be in control of my hormones. I can't go liking my cousin in that way!! Nevertheless, those feelings were only temporary. I knew.There were deliberate accidental touches, bumps, such. Dude he almost kissed my hand!! Like in those romantic movies!! 'Cause I had tickets to the movies right and my mom and the others were off ordering drinks and food. He was looking at me, gingerly taking one ticket then my bracelet got tangled up with one of the tickets (I'm not sure how is that possible but it did happen.) so he took my hand and his lips were reeallyyy close to my hand. His eyes were over my wrist, trying to get the ticket off my bracelet(Seriously, HOW can THAT be possible???!!). Gehh... I was kinda embarassed, we were practically in the middle of a crowd!He successfully got it off and had cute sheepish smile on his face which really adds up his cuteness. Being me, I just HAD to say something stupid.'Aww~ Kiut ko ani eh! And I think I like you. HUAHUAHUAHUA!!' Siigh. Yep. I said that. *bangs head on a wall* I'm sorry. I didn't mean it THAT way!! Crap. His eyes were as wide as plates and his face were redder than he can ever be! I feel apologetic.So right now is some time between ten and eleven pm. And I just got a late news from Joanna!! EEEE!!! *SQUEALS* JIE M--- LOOKED AT ME!!! HE LOOKED AT ME WHEN JOANNA COUGHED UPON SEEING MY PINK TINGED FACE WHEN SEEING JIE M---!!! HE LOOKED AT ME!!!WELL at least that's what Joanna saw. She said something around what I'm about to say'He looked at youwhen he came ini coughed right?So yeah I saw him laughing at youwhen I coughedwhen he came in bah!'Something like that la. Main point is HE notices me!! HAH~!! I'm so happy!!Labels: amused..., WHY JENNIFER??
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